Crap.

Here I'm with a half asleep mind, creating this post, pissed with my laptop giving me problems. Seriously, I would appreciate if people and things around me would stop breathing down my neck.

If only... That is.

If only that happened I won't be sitting down in front of my laptop waiting and photoshopping while many others are already in the comforts of slumberland.

I...Am...Sleepy.......

Jailbreak or no jailbreak?

Right. So ever since I have been exposed to jailbreak. Learnt a bit here and there, I can proudly say, hey, I kinda like what I see after I jailbreak.

Free games, nice useful tweaks to make the iPod a better and more useful device. But hey. After having my iPhone 5 with me running so fast and everything just highlights even more and making me notice that; is my jailbreak making my iPod going slower?

Well, I don't know. Ever since I jailbroke, that's pretty much what I have experienced. Sadly, lagging and crashing becomes even more prominent especially with my iPhone 5 running as quickly as butter.

It is really tempting me to unjailbreak and move to the all new improved iOS 6. Since it is looking very cool on my iPhone. Looking all simple and nice, I just can't stand those notifications for me to update. Those stupid red numbers, increasing daily. All updating very much for the new iOS 6 which isn't much of a help to me since I'm still on iOS 5.1.1.

Jailbreaking is seriously a double headed dagger. I am still very much staying on it just because of the fact that I'm credit card-less, and that it is through jailbreak that I can get apps I want myself. Call me cheap stake if you want, but that's the only reason I can think of for me to stay on this very jailbreak.

Hence my move to clear almost everything else I don't need such as the other games, tweaks and such. All I can say is it's pathetic. But then again. I don't really care as long I get to play those I really like.

Jailbreak or not. I choose to stay to it now and hopefully a stable jailbreak for iOs 6 gonna come really soon and not choose to piss me off.

If the day comes where I should decide to give up my jailbreak. That would be the day where I would upgrade my iPod touch to the latest generation.

Trust me on this. The lack of jailbreak is the only reason I feel that now's not the time to buy anything from apple now other than the iPhone since that is the one and only device I will never jailbreak.

Small update about life.

Going to do a little update through my phone like some big shots whose blog has thousand of readers. Yes, it matters. Haha. I'm joking. Who really reads my blog? True readers can be easily count with simply one hand, but who cares?

Haven't been blogging all these while, not going to use "busy" as an excuse. Since the long deepavali weekend has just ended two days before. It is not an excuse not to write.

Sure there are a few new updates about my life, school officially started, I got a new pair of earphones. Expensive earphones. Not forgetting a new phone that I am now using to create this post while standing zombie like like any other fellow Singaporean that is now on the train now going to work or school.

There are a few more things I have got that can be considered new.

However, other than showing these brand new addition to tech collection, I'm not sure if any other part of my life is new and refreshing anymore.

Other than those emo reflection thoughts I always tend to have when I'm just on my bed chilling while trying to fall asleep. I have nothing else to share. Not forgetting the attempts of trying to stare at the screen of the create blog post page trying to make a short life update post since it has been long that my blog has any non-emotional post.

-.- Okay, excluding the previous one which was only about cakes when I was too bored in class tumblr-ing about.

Okay then, blabbering of nonsense should end right very now, since it's at the woodlands stop already and l think I lost the focus of the post with my half woken mind.

Goodbye and so long, my dear readers. Goodbye and so long, little dear blog.

Hungry, hungry.

Bored and hungry in class. I'm on the verge of going mad. 

In way, I can be said to be courting trouble, yet. I just can't seemed to give a damn now, simply because I'm such god damn hungry. GOSH. 

Dieting don't seemed like a good idea anymore, being hungry, I feel like I can eat the amount of two again. THIS IS NOT GOOD. ;A; WHEN I ONLY HAVE A 1200 KCAL to keep to. 

Just look at all the good food. :( 

*Mental screams!!!* Just want to sink my teeth into it. GOSH. 

But sadly, nope, I can't. I can't eventhink that I will end up with some healthier shit just so I will keep to my diet. I SHALL NOT GIVE UP. *Although I am already wavering on the first day. :(((((((( ) 

Okay, I shall really stop spazzing at food. it's seriously making things worst. 

Healthy or not, I NEED FOOD. I AM HUNGRY. 

ME HUNGRY, ME GRUMPY. 

爱自由，怕孤独的巨蟹座。

好久没写篇了，我那些经常看我部落的人也因该被闷的全跑了。

最近也没概什么，也不就忙上学，忙上课，忙着帮朋友们办生日，忙着看看自己将来能上什么大学这类的事。

最近真的为了很多事在忙，脑袋瓜都快暴了。

可能是开始觉得这世界也没什么美好可言了吧，人的人心显恶，学校里的人际游戏，我真的很累了，累的阵阵开始相信了一位朋友的经典句子。

"Believe me, alone never die." 一个人有时真的比起和你一些会让你感到孤单的人。

可能是付出的累了，不管多努力也得不到相同的回报，也可能只是害怕有一天会在遭到伤害，慢慢的，对好的朋友，拉远了距离。对新的朋友也封紧了心。毕竟付出了那么多年，受到的伤害也够了。谁对我好，我知道，也心领。拉远了距离也是因为珍惜，害怕着彼此会产生厌倦，总害怕着失去。

但是矛盾的是，虽然想要铁了心，还是默默的付出着，仍然的渴望着，仍然等待着，等待有一天肯为我付出的人，关心我的人。

好吧，想了想，那好像也超过了朋友的界限，肯定是偶像连续剧看多了，受了正在听着的情歌影响了大脑，脑子不清了，胡思乱想。

*Sigh* 难过，没安全感的时候，也真想抱着坚固的身怀大哭一场。

好啦，好啦，我这个不知好歹的巨蟹座也应该去睡了。

Class roster.

So holidays are ending very very soon, having to just worked most of the holiday through, I should say, I didn't really got much out of it, so much of which, most of the things I learnt, see and felt all came from work.

Well, at least the pay was okay. Money is the root to all evil. Hiak hiak. (Self consoling in progress)

Finally having to see my class roster, clearing most of the mist of how my next semester would be taking shape into, I should say I am both glad, but yet, afraid again.

Glad, that I at the very least got the blessing of the Gods above that I didn't have to be in the same class of Dark claws of smart of wits, but ended up with another class, which seemingly, seems to be less dangerous, but yet, seemed to be very deceiving to me, especially with the case that I will be stucked a lot with a group of people I really just hope to be got over and done with. Gosh. Just save me.

I am not one that always pray. I am not the kind of person you would call Holy.

But please, Gods from the above skies, bless me with the power and energy to survive next semester, and let's hope not to get as socially politically involved, keeping all these shit to the bare minimum.

An act of kindness.

Maybe it's the fact that I commute more on the train more during the holidays due to work or I'm just simply bored when I'm on the way to work, totally late and in no mood to watch or play any games on my iPod.

I find myself more attentive to the ads on these platforms more often now.

Recently one that got me thinking was the one regarding the act of kindness.

I never really took it into heart even though the emphasis of the ad was to highlight that acts of kindness could be done in seconds in our busy schedules and busy was not an issue. But you know being in a society like Singapore who gives a shit. I mean seriously. I don't think half of the population even appreciates what you are doing. More over making Singapore a better place just by these act of kindness that many take for granted.

Affirmative from experiences. *nods*

But having to experience it myself. Acts of kindness do make a difference. You might just meet some one who will appreciate your efforts. Like me.

A accidental topple of my long awaited fries sure spoilt my day.

But an act by the manager to replace my fries sure made my day a whole lot better. Appreciating the fact that the manager didn't have to do it as it is none of macs fault that my fries got toppled on the floor.

I am deeply touched.

Suddenly motivated that I should be gracious in my own way or another.

更新。

其实，今天也没有什么想要更新什么有趣的新梗。
不过，望一望，想一想，心里就觉得好像很久更新了的感觉，就变的特别想更新。　

最近也没算在忙着什么，就在打工着吧。
也算很以前不一样吧，打工也算一种时间上的寄托吧。
比闲着没事做好的多。至少，我每天还算过的充实。

人，虽然忙的时候嘴巴总是会唠叨，可是，我开始觉得，至少忙是比闲着好很多。

不知不觉，最近有开始查觉到自己好像又变了很多似的。

开始有了很多感想，很多以前没想过的。

就像朋友这回事，工作这回事，人氏关系这回事。

可能是成长了，思想又变了，我真的觉的，我自己都不认识在改变着的自己。

变化，有事真的很恐怖。



变化，就像一个可怕的旋风，一来的时候，一瞬间就可以把真实的那个你一起圈走。

忙碌。

好几天美动电脑了吧？此刻打字的感觉好像也生疏了。
我真的是夸张王说夸张话。LOL.

只能说，表面上我一直渴望的假期也没有多么的完美。
坦白说，这几天看来，我忙的和上学没什么两样。
好像还似乎觉得上学时，可能因为有上课当借口，好像还没现在那么忙。

明明是假期，概嘛搞的的脚像是踩了一白棵柠檬似的，酸！！！

妈妈一看我闲着就叫我做东做西的。
老板一看我暑假来了就排了一堆的工作。

跑来跑去，忙来忙去，为了什么呀？ 真是无聊。

累，有谁不累，为了钱，只能说，没办法~

好了呗~ 茶喝完了，宵夜也吃完了，眼睛越来越重，就让我在此搁笔，睡觉咯~　

明天又新的一个重复天～

Seriously, fuck it.

I seriously hate fucking selfish people.
I hate it when they are fucking selfish that they make innocent people be on the light like they are the one at fault. Seriously fuck it. I don't get your drift. Just forget it.

Once a friend said, you will never feel tired with a friend or kin. But really, going to this extend?

Just ask your fucking self. Am I getting anything out of this. Who is getting the freaking benefit after tommorrow. So don't freaking blame me like it's my freaking problematic fault because it isn't. Stop making me feel I am the one at fault.

Fuck this shit.

迷失。

一直以来，已经知道自己不是一个很会唱歌的人。

可是，也在朋友的认可，鼓励里，也开始不在否认这自己有些皮毛。

觉得，自己是会唱歌的。

听了自己以前的歌声，真的觉得自己是个大音痴。

也因为这样，记得了这些年一路走来，努力要把个唱好的经历。

想着，这一路，只有三个字。不简单。

什么都是自己慢慢的摸，慢慢的学。

可是人有几年呀？

渐渐的，把自己看成了个歌者的我，也找不到推动力了。

尤其看了中国好声音后，真的没力了。

努力了那么久也不就这样，没多好的样。

没有高亢的嗓子，没有熟练的技巧，没有个人的特色。什么也没有。

多不想放弃，一心想证明给那些贬低我的人，完成我的梦。

梦，梦都说是梦了。

没料儿，就是没料吧。

就像你说的，普通。Normal. 

咳。

只能说，每个歌者背后都有故事。

Changes.

Inevitably, as always. Change is everywhere.

Not that I am trying to highlight the point that I have always been the noble one and so.

But I just can't help but ask what's wrong with my life. I can confidently say, my life is no much different than yours, yours and yours. But why I am feeling so hollow in the inside.

In terms of friendship and all those relationship shit. Why am I always the one that's giving, I always feel that I am the one that's giving, but not having anything back in return. But for all my many many efforts to make something happen, I am still always the least prior one.

Be it it's because of you, you, you or YOU. I can't help but feel that surplus, and that I am not worthy of your time. Maybe it is me that is asking too much. Maybe it's me that's making a fuss out of nothing.

I am afraid that something in the past may happen again and I can once again feel that I am going back to those protective layers, afraid. Afraid that something beyond my control would happen again. God. WHY?

I'm tired of hidding and suppressing but then again, even if I were to show it out, who's gonna care.

Precisely my point. 

Maybe, just maybe, I should learn to be independent. 

人善被人欺。

本来是很快乐的一天，为朋友计划的惊喜也大功告成，算是圆满落幕。
我不是一个对钱很计较的人。认识我的人都因该知道，也领教过。
只要是在我能力范围，而且让我觉的值得的。我不会计较。
因为往往，钱可以做到很多事情，很多时候，很多东西也是钱买不到的。

钱买不到失去的时间，让我回到过去。
钱也不能买到快乐，让我现在的心情可以好一点。

虽然，现在真的是为了钱心才隐隐作痛，可是心里却知道，痛的是因为底片摸都没摸就不见了，用都没用就不见了。还因为不见搞得人人不欢而散。

而且，如果介意的话就不会想每个人都分一张。

真讨厌。

讨厌我这么好欺负。
讨厌为什么那么糊涂，让别人有机可乘。

真笨。

Day 32 - Life with Maid.

Yes. I have officially survived life without maid for a month.
Should say that I have already got used to the fact that I no longer have another person in my house whose sole purpose of being there is just to get the house clean and so as to make me feel like I am the best spoilt brat in the entire Earth.

But I have indeed survived without her. For 32 days!! :D HURRAYYYYYYYY.

In this duration before my last post about maid, I got to learn to buy my own food.
This post should be an upgrade I should say. Through these days, I learn to cook my own food.

I don't know what I should say about my culinary skills. I seriously think the things that I learnt in F&N have just gone into the drain because my life have always been that good that I don't have to lay a finger to get food in my tummy. It's always just a call away. (Sounds like delivery, but that call is to my maid. HARIIIIIIII is what you will always hear when she's still around. :P Now that makes her sounds like she's dead. OKAY CAN.)

Since not having to lift a finger, having to cook again is just like cooking blindfolded which end up with lousy food that's always overcooked. -.- Hope I can find back that sense of culinary so that my food won't be that bad. Seriously, since the food that I am cooking nowadays are still can food as compared to how I am cooking in the past? Still a long long long way. HAHA.

Though to be honest, it looks quite nice from the picture. I am proud of that :D 

Magic of instagram, even shit looks nicer with all the filter :P 

Hmmmm, life is getting random everyday.

SPOILT BRAT RANT.

As the title suggest. Please feel free to just leave if you are unfamiliar with me to know that I am very obviously angry and that I am some unfilial brat that not know my parents are the best people on Earth and that I do not know that it's because of them that I am able to create this very blog post that speaks ill about them. YES, I am that irony.

BUT I AM GOT DAMN PISSED NOW. I DON'T CARE. *RAGE MODE ON.*

I mean seriously, yes, I know. Phones are expensive to get. YES. I KNOW.
But seriously, instead of having to cheapskate over some lousy phone, why don't just get me that smartphone that I wanted. Pay more, use longer. Just like that E71. I used it for 4 years isn't it? Let you sold two phones on the way, adding up to more than the price of the phone itself when you first bought for me.

SO WHY NOT NOW? Oh because it was expensive. OKAY CAN.

SO DON'T BLAME ME FOR WHINING PLEASE.

Yes, don't give me that shit. You changed your phone halfway through via someone's else's plan. OH. So I cannot do the same. OKAY CAN.

If you had let me change to that phone that I have wanted, all these would not have happened.

Don't let me take 3G. See what Singtel have done. Changed the deal, now I have to ask about to see if it's enough to use before I upgrade halfway. OKAY CAN. SEE WASTE MORE MONEY.

Just freaking let me have it my way. Then all these would have happened. I won't be stucked with a phone that gives me problem everytime that an iPhone 3G can do better and stucked with that old iPhone that you didn't want anymore. OKAY CAN.

So what if you wanted to swop your iPhone 4S for me? Do you think I am that unfilial and that stoned hearted to take what belongs to you? Think of how you have raised me.

Thanks to you I am stucked in a dilemma. Thank you. OMG. Fuck my life.

Pet Peeves?

Do you have one? Having a need to face a wall just to study? Clean room, nice beds maybe? 

I have loads too. Just like mentioned on top. I need them all.
YES. I NEED TO FACE A WALL TO STUDY. FULLSTOP

BUT. I seriously admit I do have exceptionally major one for electronics.

Not clothes, not bags, not shoes, but electronics. 

Don't have a good earpiece? I whine. 

Scratching my new ipod case? I whine. 

Screen protector having scratch and bubbles? I whine. 

HAHA. Just what should I do with myself huh? 

Now it has aggregate to not standing good friends and people around me having good earpiece and case. 

TIME TO STOP. Hmmmmm. I know I have to. 

Kaythxbyes. 

So damn tired. People's bloody moodswing, social games, logbook and all these FYP shit's killing me. K. 

Goodnight. Zzzzzzzz.

安静的夜晚。

可能是天后不经意的提醒，想起了你。
今晚，我屈服了。可能是因为那些不经意的提醒，心甘情愿的又回到那种迷恋的情形。
On repeat 了你的歌，又有了以前那种平静的感觉。

可能，舒服是因为能至少觉得孤独的温习有人陪着。
也可能只是书和感冒已经泡坏了脑袋。

不管怎样，今晚有了想你的感觉，我不否认。

想起了那些开心的回忆。往事往往只能回味。
现在的我们变的什么样，我也真的没眼去看。

可能就是如此颓废才选择了放弃，放弃里却流着一点的依恋。
依恋着事会有些转机。

不过，珍惜这些时刻吧，至少现在的我是平静的。

I hate getting sick. SERIOUSLY.

Hate the feeling of feeling weak yet the world still goes on. 

>...<

Day 10; Life without Maid

10 days without maid. 10 days already. Time seemed to fly past slow now, since I dread every part that I no longer have a maid at home to take care of the chores at home and I have to be the one doing the chore.

Then again, in an blink of an eye, it has been 10 days.

I guess it is pretty obvious that I dread the fact that I no longer am entitled to be in the spoilt brat category from the fact that I now use the duration of time I am without a maid. Having to learn life lessons and getting to think about things that seemed so much simpler in the past.

Today's no different. Having to fall sick on a weekend, and best, to be home alone sick.

Sure, being home alone is definitely awesome, the only part I love ever since my maid left. Peace and tranquility of being alone? BEST (Y).

But the part where having to take care of the house, do the household chores even though you're sick and almost dying just sucks big time and of course, from that statement above, yes. I did screw my day up just sleeping and of course messing up my house, not most of the housework and since I am too lazy to go buy food for myself, and end up cooking shit for myself.

BEST PART OF ALL THIS? I STILL HAVE TO FREAKING CLEAN UP. _|_

God, today's experience really made me think, if. I mean if. I really will to struggle through and make my way to Monash, will I even be able to take care of myself? I don't think so.

Hell man, I am learning something new, almost everyday without maid. Getting to know how lucky and spoilt I am all these years. Even though I well admitted it long time ago.

Really hope I recover soon. There's just too many things waiting for me to be done. Now's really not the time to collapse. OMG.

Day 7; Life without Maid.

Lesson learnt today? Please don't be lazy to be decently dressed, even if. You're just intending to go taobao some food DOWNSTAIRS.

Yes, especially if you're a spoilt brat like I am. *nods*

For all you know, all the stores downstairs aren't open or preparing to open and end up like me, walking around a mad auntie with auntie-ish pajamas and totally unkept hair walking the whole stretch of market with people looking at you like WHAT?! 

OKAY CAN. TOTALLY UNWANTED.

I mean seriously, not knowing your environment well enough will just lead you to this situation. I mean, really.
All the humiliation, just for a meal of breakfast. *sigh*

Even got physically "scanned" by the auntie when I went to get it.

But I guess, with my auntie-ish outfit, I passed without getting any asked for any identifications. :) 

OKAY CAN. *Roll eyes*

Day 6; Life without Maid.

(Yes, am finally able to post pictures in HD :) You don't know how happy I am.)

Life, without maid. Six days in a blink of an eye. 

I SURVIVED SIX FUCKING DAYS!! 

Got to finish work; RJ, quiz, evaluation early today. 

Usually, at those special days like this, I would be chilling out with my anime, novels or having an early bedtime, but guess what? 

I have yet to rest. Thanks to the evilness of housework.

The thing about housework isn't how much you need to do. Seriously.

It's the amount of times you need to do. 

All may be seemed done and completed today with big sense of self achievement, for all you know, process starts all over again. -.-

Wash clothes, vaccum, mop floor, wash pots, cups, pans, rice, cook rice, eat, sleep. Wake up. 

Wash clothes, vaccum, mop floor, wash pots, cups, pans, rice, cook rice, eat, sleep. Wake up. 

Wash clothes, vaccum, mop floor, wash pots, cups, pans, rice, cook rice, eat, sleep. Wake up. 

Wash clothes, vaccum, mop floor, wash pots, cups, pans, rice, cook rice, eat, sleep. Wake up. 

Wash clothes, vaccum, mop floor, wash pots, cups, pans, rice, cook rice, eat, sleep. Wake up. 

Wash clothes, vaccum, mop floor, wash pots, cups, pans, rice, cook rice, eat, sleep. Wake up. 

Tsk. Give me a break.

I want my spoilt brat life back.

Then again. Maybe not. It's time for a change.

The 20th.

So, I am 20 now. Righttttttttttttttttttttt.

As compared to 2011, 

(TIME MACHINE, POWER) 

Phew, it was hectic. 

This time round, things were a lot simpler, being a year 3 student often means more work, more work and more work, (not mentioning that THE FYP SUBMISSION DATE IS ON THE 13TH JULY) who actually gives a shit when they themselves are so freaking busy right? 

Even I don't give a shit, to be very honest. 

Furthermore not mention that 14th July 2012 fell on a Saturday. 

All the well, no school, no pressure. NO CELEBRATION :) 

Actually, it was really this pathetic, I am not kidding you. 

I even thought that I would just squander today away, home alone, with no maid(hence the need to do housework) and no date~ and spazzing over  boys over flowers with my stash of durain.

But I guess God's always fair to kind birthday people.

I got an impromptu date with HER. 

So, to spend my not so forever alone time :) 

Seriously, the day was not that spectacular to be honest, very much like every other time I have went out with her, but something about it today just makes me feel different. Maybe it's the birthday halo effect :/ Oh well. So be it. (AND VERY MUCH SHERMIN TRYING TO PAY ALMOST EVERYTHING FOR ME, even buying me the wireless mouth that I contemplated for so long!!)

And so, there goes how my 20th birthday took place. A day full of cheap thrills I should say :) 

I don't about these cheap thrills but something about it just makes me feel so happy. 

Going to ang mo kio just so that we can have KOI. 

Having to just walk around aimlessly in ntuc, sharing about life, and just going to walk at my favourite challenger to check out the lastest tech is all it takes to make simple happiness. 

OH.

Not forgetting these, 

Having to be in a totally kids environment squeezing and crouching just so we can draw on the table that we actually meant for kids. Love them to the bits even though they were free thanks to the opening of some shopping center at ang mo kio (who cares, there's still nothing inside anyway.) 

Made the first one just out of random thought, since I was really embarrassed of the fact that we are so overgrown in a bunch of bouncing, active kids. 

Became really oblivious to the environment when doing the second one, since the people are really nice there. HEHE.

LOVE THE MOTIVATION. HEHE. 

Really making them my birthday wishes. 

 加油~

It's really nice to be just spending time, doing usual things and being yourself. :)

That's how my 20th birthday. 20 years living life already. Fast. 

Thanks for everything. 

HAHA, I am back to the crazy random .gif style. :x 

Day1 - Life without MAID.

Yes, the spoilt brat is once again faced with this dilemma. SURVIVING WITHOUT MAID. 

Somewhat, some shit happened somewhere, and I am stuck with this stupid shit. 

*sigh* is all I can do. 

Oh. Not forgetting. "Hello, household chores, we meet again." 

But wait. I am happy to say, I survived today, *WAIT FOR IT* 

I SURVIVED THE DAY, DOING MOST OF THE HOUSE'S HOUSEHOLD CHORES! 

YES, I DID. 

VACCUMING, MOPPING, WASHING TOILET, CLOTHES, EVEN COOKING. 

I FUCKING DID IT. 

Hence explains why I am still awake at this freaking hour, doing my report. :) 

I should be sleeping, but I am childishly, wasting my sleep boasting about my cheap prideful thrill. :{ 

GUSTA. ME LIKEA ~

PS: ONLY COMPLAIN. I AM NOT THAT FIT, AND I AM HAVING LACTIC ACID BUILD UP IN MY MUSCLES LIKE I JUST SWIM A MILLION MILES ACROSS THE SEA. 

ALTHOUGH I DO YOU, DEAR HOUSEHOLD CHORES, BUT SERIOUSLY. 

I HATE YOU. 

PS/S: I must be mad, the after troll of report writing :P

牙齿呀，牙齿。

亲爱的牙齿报告，我就快要被你逼疯了。

给你两条路走，要不你自己完成，要不我去跳楼算了。

我的天，为什么人要有牙齿。

就不能想照片里的小孩一样，没牙齿还是可以笑的了开怀！

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

我想我真的是疯了吧，疯的都鬼画连篇了。

＊在望望。。。＊

救命啊！！！！

杀了我吧。-.-

变化。

小时候，大人们都会告诉我，长大后人的思想都变。

说真的不相信。我就是我。怎么会变？

不过，人真的会变。样子变，思想变，连口味也变了。

不知不觉，慢慢的改变着，变的连我自己都察觉到了。

不知何时，开始为了学喝咖啡因为睡眠不足。

不知何时，开始觉得需要的时间好想越来越多。

不知何时，开始觉得钱好像永远不够花似的。

不知何时，我对人也越来越有戒心了。

而也不知何时，为了身材和健康，开始学会了欣赏苦茶，爱上家常便饭，放弃了很多以前不能没有的零食。虽然，我也不是一个很有身材的人。

也因为是时候摆脱肥胖更让我尝试了各种各样的运动，爱上了游泳，在水里是的平静和自由。

人真的会变。每时每刻都在变。可能自己都不知道自己边了。

虽然，有时会很想回到过去，可是可惜的是，我们一变就不可能回得去了。

就像当年我们为了更好的玩具，放弃的旧玩具，一放弃了就不会再拿起来玩了。

Change of blogskin ☻

Yes, as what the title suggest, a change in new skin and it took unexpectedly longer than I expected.
Oh well, with all the work and exams chugging at you, who can work right?
Besides I always believed in the magic hour thing, it's either you have it or you don't.

(But the point is it won't come unless I am really down and thinking, free from all the damn proteins.(；_・）)

With all that said, I finally PROCRASTINATED all work yesterday afternoon and seriously spent the whole afternoon doing this header picture you see above, the differences of having to do this the entire afternoon was I enjoyed every bits of it, even though it is sometimes, irritating; never mask properly, never cut  properly. Argghhh. Just die.

That's why they always say, time pass fast when you're having fun, when I look up from my screen, done with my prideful master piece, it was already 8++. Chiong RJ, a bit of TV, and a tiny, weeny bit of FYP report, and it was time for bed.

Well, at least all is worth it, I got quite a positive feedback~ That's good to know at least people appreciate your work, but I am still not buying it, because I still feel lack of something, I don't know what, but it's lacking, as compared to the first time round, that very first skin I made for this blog. HAHA, designer's issue!!

Well. I don't have time to change it anymore anyway. This is it.

This will be my prideful no.2 since the second one was just random put up to replace the first, since I was bored of it and since many people on it doesn't matter that much to me anymore, what's the point of holding on? ㋡


So, it is from this,

To this, 

 Now to this. 

BE SUPERHERO; RIDING WITH THE STARS AND CHASE MY DREAMS~

(Moreover to remind myself I am my own hero, I can do it, I can save my own ass!!)

PS: Sudden inspiration that I SHOULD HAVE DONE A BOOM SHAKALAKA themed one instead!! T.T DAMN HOW CAN I BE A SUPER HERO WITHOUT BOOM SHAKALAKA POWER!! :/ HAHAHA. DAMN.

But I also don't know how to put it in anyways. Maybe a THUNDER behind me? :x HAHAHAA. I am crazyyyyyyyy.

PS/S: Up till now I have done a good job in procrastinating. I am using the slot to for report writing to write up this post, how perfect. (~-~;)ヾ(-_-;) ｵｲｵｲ...

New looks. Happy mood.

Yeps, have been wanting to do this blog post for the longest, longest, LONGEST time.
For many that actually know me, they would know that one I am actually an ass for my ipod touch.
It's just like I simply can't find any case that I like in some sense. At least not locally?
I have given up hope in finding one, though I do admit, I am still looking around when I see pasar malam or anywhere, as long as it makes me happy.

But, ever since then, nothing has come by anyway, so I have paid good amount of money just for something that I feel would make me and my ipod happy; a good protection, great design and of course, something that appeals to me.

I got the well popular; Rebel Touch. 

Isn't it just pretty? 

*SPAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ* 

"RED RED RED RED :D"

 

Not forgetting that it is a hybrid case. It's protection is perfect, together with the lip-on design that lets me just throw it on the table, whichever angles I like. The protection is that good. Tight fitting and thick. (Y)

Just look at the details, people :) 

Oh yeah. Recently, also got inspired and decided to jailbreak my poddy. 

Wanted to show pictures, but learnt a cool way to record the screen directly from my ipod. 

So what's more cool than a cool display of video right? :D 

It's really quite cool right, with all the customization you can get, and all the nice apps you can play. 

AWESOME LIKE SHIT.

It is also because of tweaks that I am able to show you everything in video above :D 

Enjoy, okay ^^ This is by far, my most hardworking and long dragged post. HEHE.

BYE BYE~