The 20th.

So, I am 20 now. Righttttttttttttttttttttt.

As compared to 2011, 

(TIME MACHINE, POWER) 

Phew, it was hectic. 

This time round, things were a lot simpler, being a year 3 student often means more work, more work and more work, (not mentioning that THE FYP SUBMISSION DATE IS ON THE 13TH JULY) who actually gives a shit when they themselves are so freaking busy right? 

Even I don't give a shit, to be very honest. 

Furthermore not mention that 14th July 2012 fell on a Saturday. 

All the well, no school, no pressure. NO CELEBRATION :) 

Actually, it was really this pathetic, I am not kidding you. 

I even thought that I would just squander today away, home alone, with no maid(hence the need to do housework) and no date~ and spazzing over  boys over flowers with my stash of durain.

But I guess God's always fair to kind birthday people.

I got an impromptu date with HER. 

So, to spend my not so forever alone time :) 

Seriously, the day was not that spectacular to be honest, very much like every other time I have went out with her, but something about it today just makes me feel different. Maybe it's the birthday halo effect :/ Oh well. So be it. (AND VERY MUCH SHERMIN TRYING TO PAY ALMOST EVERYTHING FOR ME, even buying me the wireless mouth that I contemplated for so long!!)

And so, there goes how my 20th birthday took place. A day full of cheap thrills I should say :) 

I don't about these cheap thrills but something about it just makes me feel so happy. 

Going to ang mo kio just so that we can have KOI. 

Having to just walk around aimlessly in ntuc, sharing about life, and just going to walk at my favourite challenger to check out the lastest tech is all it takes to make simple happiness. 

OH.

Not forgetting these, 

Having to be in a totally kids environment squeezing and crouching just so we can draw on the table that we actually meant for kids. Love them to the bits even though they were free thanks to the opening of some shopping center at ang mo kio (who cares, there's still nothing inside anyway.) 

Made the first one just out of random thought, since I was really embarrassed of the fact that we are so overgrown in a bunch of bouncing, active kids. 

Became really oblivious to the environment when doing the second one, since the people are really nice there. HEHE.

LOVE THE MOTIVATION. HEHE. 

Really making them my birthday wishes. 

 加油~

It's really nice to be just spending time, doing usual things and being yourself. :)

That's how my 20th birthday. 20 years living life already. Fast. 

Thanks for everything. 

HAHA, I am back to the crazy random .gif style. :x 

Happiness of the day.

A clean table, neat show-off of all book and electronic collection can really make a very geekie geek forget all its weariness for the time-being.

100 posts. Hoseybo!!

Pop some party poppers for me, everyone! 

100 POSTS!!

Not kind of a big deal actually, since I am not some big shots with ten thousands over page views and going to do a give away, needing some attention or something. To let people feel joyous for them as well for them. 

But I guess what makes me really want to highlight this stage of this blog is how much it has gone through already. Since, this blog has already been 1 and a 1/2 years old. (Ever since I have decided to move away from shame-island, kinda embarrassed at the way I used to blog and also sick that I have to use html just to make a new blog skin. Okay. Doesn't matter :x) 

It's kinda funny that how much I have come by  all these while. From me being in the middle of my year one, till now, whist I am in my final year. This blog has considered to have gone through the thick and thin through my poly years, I would not say that I have gone through as much as I had as compared to my secondary school years, but I won't consider that I had a more smooth-sailing time with this blog. 

Through this while, I have got new friends, lost old friends, be it I have got to see their true colours or be it if they have decided to move on without me. (it's part and parcel of life, just need some getting use like always) 

In this bunch, I have met very nice people, giving me encouragements, helping me grow, making me change into for the good or maybe for the bad. Through the year, I got new aspirations, new targets. I started doing new things that I have never will do in the past, the list just goes on and on; from working, to mopping even to me wanting FINALLY to lose some serious weight. All I can say is I'm glad at the very least, I can have something I can look back on. 

I am thankful despite my laziness, I am still leaving marks of my life time after time. 

For like what I have said, this blog isn't first made for anyone, but rather, or myself. To see how much I have grew and change as time passed. 

ヾ(＠^∇^＠)ノ

Today is a good day, shall use all the positive energy to focus on my studying!! :3 

I CAN DO IT!! :D

I will make the impossible, POSSIBLE.

It's really nice to have people that care about you around. Making you happy when you are down. :) 

Did my nails~ (ﾉ≧∀≦)ﾉ

Finally and successfully did my nails. LIKE FINALLY. 

Have been wanting to do my nails up, but here and there, still didn't get to do it. 

Be it, due to the god-damn failure PP or simply due to me not being able to sustain my patience, ruining it before it dries. ヽ(#`Д´)ﾉ

Wanted something bright yet, something new that I didn't try before, therefore, used the shatter that I bought not very long ago even though I know Mom didn't liked it very much. :x

Didn't succeed the first time when I wanted a hot pink base with it. It didn't shatter very well and ended up looking like some shit. (*￣m￣)

But who cares, was too bored watching drama, ended up doing my nails whilst watching it. 

I swear you will need a skill of a ninja if you want it to turn out really nice!!

It dries and cracks really fast, so if you want it to cracks nicely, you have to ensure that every stroke have to be thick and accurate, or else, bye bye~

*A bit like doing calligraphy, dip, stroke across canvas, dip, stroke, dip stroke...*

Okay, I am blabbering nonsense again. Shall stop now.

Really don't know what to blog nowadays, life's really repetitive; wake up, go to school, buy breakfast, eat, lessons, eat, end class, eat, go home, nap, do RJ, surf net, sleep. The cycle recycles itself. (;¬_¬)

So what else is there to blog? Nonsense. HAHA. 

So much for reading my nonsense!! (☆^ー^☆)

✿

Super lame post, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!! 

I am blogging this because I am bored now. 

♥

I finally got a tumblr, changed the design and now it looks like that. 

Not very my style, look kinda like something that you will get from the AFA, but I don't really care. 'Cause you have to admit, it's kinda cute right? (≧∇≦)/

Kinda regretted to buy it in a moment of rash, but kinda happy now that I can drink my hot drinks in style!!

Had hot green tea in school all day long today!!

Super shiok especially I am in the aircon all day long!!（*´▽｀*）

ヽ（´ー｀）┌ Shiok shiok!! 

Happiness.

Happiness can be so easily gotten, just give me ample time to get my good sleep, good food and good and simple times with my dear people who cares about me. 

But at the same time, what can be easily obtained is also easily destroyed.

Happiness, really is like thin ice.

Takes time to transform from water to solid, but just takes brief seconds to destroy.

I really hope that I would be able to get some true happiness back. 

Music didn't worked its magic really much last night, let's hope food do it's job later.

Reason why I am still "fluffy" till now. 

Maid's coming home in 4 more days!!!!!

 :D 

Good to know that,

Through the tiring moments in life, it's good to know that, there's always someone who cares about you somewhere, no matter where you are or how you are now. Even if they are not personally by your side, they seemed to be always with you.

I really miss my secondary school life, 
where things are really a little more simpler, and the people around me are more caring and kind. 

Unexpected, me no like this word. :/

So today was supposed to be cool day, with pocket burning but comfortable taxi car ride to school because I would be running late if I took the bus.

Had great iced mocha in the morning at school to kickstart my day and get myself pumped for my biochemistry UT3 paper. Sorta, luckily got a good paper, where I understood the questions and were able to relate to the questions they were shooting me.

#SWAG :D

Though of all the mistakes that I saw and knew after that, it was still fulfilling to know that my UT3 had a great start.

Reached home early, had some great japanese food

and watched a bit of It started with a kiss again. Had some laughter, got some sleep to replenish those that I have lost for mugging.

BUT >3< !!!

Mom had to spoil it with the air con servicing.

Really? Like why can't let my good day continue to run on after my nap, with a good uninterrupted revision for my microbiology?!

Don't they know I am on an exam period? :(((

Couldn't really study much with all the stuff, all the looking, walking around, noise and shit going around and only could really get to work when Sis came back and I was able to go back facing my window and plug in to some music to drown out the sound.

But it was still bad SINCE THE PHONE WON'T STOP RINGING.

OH,GIVE ME A BREAK.

Really got to start work like at 7pm when the repairman left.

And guess what? Having an attention span of an squirrel, I can't last for long till I became too saturated for anything.

Took breaks after breaks, dragged on distractions after distractions.

*I still had to do household chores in the midst of all these, because sis said she was too tired. Pffft* FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!

SOOOOOOOOOOOO,

I AM STILL NOT FREAKING DONE MUGGING AND I AM ALREADY HAVING ALL THE HAND CRAMPS ROUTINES THAT I ALWAYS GET DURING MAJOR EXAMS. PERIOD.

As much as I kinda want to finish it all, my body is aching all over and my lids are closing already.

Thank God that tmrw's paper is in the afternoon which means sufficient sleep :D *YESSSSSS* and hopefully, I will have the urgency to actually wake up earlier and do more mugging.

Don't want to have the feeling of getting ran over by a firetruck when I am doing the paper.

Let's hope for the best.

So much for the unexpected turn. :/

I hate the unexpected. Though surprises are nice. :/

Okay, my brains malfunctioning already. I think.

一份得来不易的友情。

希望越大，失望越大。越是强求，越是难实现。

可是，不可能的还是发生了。

真的是一份得来不易的友情。

:D

First post as a 19 years old kid.

So is there any differences? :P

Still that same old bushy hair, thick long moppy fringe and those super annoying fats at my cheeks. BOOOOOOOO!

Be it 18 or 19. I am still me.

The only difference's maybe my telomere might be just 1mm shorter as I am closing to my death :P *touch wood*So much for my cold and self cursing jokes, my 19th birthday had been awesome.

Awesome the word itself is not enough to contain how I feel.

It's really one of the best birthdays I have had in a long time.

It's surprise after surprise, after surprise.

First up a cake from my beloved friends; Liting~

Which supposedly was something I had to live with because my present was not ready and would only reach in 9 days because of a shipment delay. LIVE WITH IT :/

I really thought they were serious.

But I was freaking wrong :O

Those sweet guys came up to my class when I was at my most busy and frustrated moments.

I swear I didn't see them until my classmates tapped on me. :X

and gave me an enveloped that was glued like the glue in the whole world was free,

and a suspicious pink box that look like this.

Please agree with me that it really looks like a box that people put girly dresses inside.

But thankfully it's not :)

It's a beautiful panasonic headphone that I wanted~

It's beautiful right?

*Please say yes, or else I am kill you with my eyes :)*

*Would consider to do a review if I have the time :) The sound is simply awesome.*

Then my classmates sang like a birthday song for me when I came back~

Awww, thank you :)

Then Shermin came up at the end of the day to pass me this,

and this :)

Thanks, I love it. It's not about how much the things costed in total,

it's the thoughts that really mattered.

Family even bought me an awesome cake :)

Loved how my mom asked the person to write my name on the cake :)

All in all, I really had the most awesome birthday this year, feeling so blessed to have friends and family caring for me, and taking that extra mile to grant my wish or to send me gifts and blessings to make me smile.

I thank all the people for all the gifts, messages, texts, hugs and calls.

I appreciate them each very much. Thank you. :)

PS: I have had so much cake, I think I have grown some pounds :(

Proud Girl (Y)

Yeps, although this can be a very simple question for a lot of you AMaths pro out there.

But having to solve this question is indeed a glory for me!

Because alpha beta and all that shit was once one of those questions I tend to avoid during O levels' :D

Solving this makes my night feel AWESOME :D

No more EMO THOUGHTS :D

*Emo thoughts include: Submitted but approval pending PP, undone IG information banner, I have no talent in singing, having UTs to study for, etc...

*Fuck this shit and continues to take the yellow piece of paper and jump around!*

;D