Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Honey for the heart.

Today has been a seemingly awesome, relaxing day.
Had some sudden urge of oozing courage to call someone I never thought I would call and talk to, so much for being a 不想后果的冲动派。

Awkward as much as it might feel in the duration, it was kinda an awesome feeling that somehow no amount of words can describe. Though awkward as it might seemed to be, it was worth it.

The day was really AWEEEEEEEE-SOMEEEEEEEEE.
Other than the moodswings and stuff, so much for being a Cancerian.
However it is also through all these things in life, that had really made me feel blessed that God had gave me so many angels in my life. Be it whether they are close or not so close to me in my life already, they still cared.

Sometimes that's all that matters in life.
It's those things in life that gives honey to your heart and make the world seem to be less complicated and hateful. Thanks all who make my day.

Cherish what I have rather than to cry over what I lost, is what I have to tell myself.
Let go, and all will be fine.

执著是好事,可是有时,对一些事情过于执著只会弄巧反拙罢了。

Monday, August 29, 2011

Sunken mood.

Tonight's not the night for happy post. You have been warned.
Tonight's seemed to become a bad night after all.

You said that you hate people coming to ruin you. Why are ruining me?
Why are you doing this to me? What have I done to get such treatments from you?
Just what am I to you? Stupid ego shit jerk.

Are status on the social websites so important?

认识你的这两年,我自认对你问心无愧。帮你的也不少。从来也没亏待过你。
可是,为什么要这样,为什么好像什么事都好像针对我?
我到底做了什么?让你可以这么的讨厌我?

如果你的目的是要彻彻底底的打败我,那我可以和你说,你成功了。你满意了吗?

Just freaking get out of my life, like how you said you would. Totally get out of my life.
Away to a place I won't sense you, won't see you and don't ever come back.

Just give me back my life. Give me back the old me.














Or maybe, just try to fix it and get. it. right.
But I doubt it will ever happen.
If only things were much simpler.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Unexpected, me no like this word. :/

So today was supposed to be cool day, with pocket burning but comfortable taxi car ride to school because I would be running late if I took the bus.

Had great iced mocha in the morning at school to kickstart my day and get myself pumped for my biochemistry UT3 paper. Sorta, luckily got a good paper, where I understood the questions and were able to relate to the questions they were shooting me.

#SWAG :D

Though of all the mistakes that I saw and knew after that, it was still fulfilling to know that my UT3 had a great start.

Reached home early, had some great japanese food
and watched a bit of It started with a kiss again. Had some laughter, got some sleep to replenish those that I have lost for mugging.

BUT >3< !!!

Mom had to spoil it with the air con servicing.
Really? Like why can't let my good day continue to run on after my nap, with a good uninterrupted revision for my microbiology?!

Don't they know I am on an exam period? :(((

Couldn't really study much with all the stuff, all the looking, walking around, noise and shit going around and only could really get to work when Sis came back and I was able to go back facing my window and plug in to some music to drown out the sound.
But it was still bad SINCE THE PHONE WON'T STOP RINGING.

OH,GIVE ME A BREAK.

Really got to start work like at 7pm when the repairman left.
And guess what? Having an attention span of an squirrel, I can't last for long till I became too saturated for anything.

Took breaks after breaks, dragged on distractions after distractions.
*I still had to do household chores in the midst of all these, because sis said she was too tired. Pffft* FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!

SOOOOOOOOOOOO,
I AM STILL NOT FREAKING DONE MUGGING AND I AM ALREADY HAVING ALL THE HAND CRAMPS ROUTINES THAT I ALWAYS GET DURING MAJOR EXAMS. PERIOD.

As much as I kinda want to finish it all, my body is aching all over and my lids are closing already.

Thank God that tmrw's paper is in the afternoon which means sufficient sleep :D *YESSSSSS* and hopefully, I will have the urgency to actually wake up earlier and do more mugging.

Don't want to have the feeling of getting ran over by a firetruck when I am doing the paper.
Let's hope for the best.

So much for the unexpected turn. :/
I hate the unexpected. Though surprises are nice. :/
Okay, my brains malfunctioning already. I think.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

In their shoes.

Never say something is too hard, or too easy, unless you have done that, been there.
Know how it exactly felt.

Talk is cheap, walk your talk.

But sometimes, all one need is a little common sense and understanding.
All will be fine. But not many have that tolerance.
At least, not you. Sadly.

But what can I do? :/
Now even my good isn't good.

For everything in life, for everything to go back to normal, I need my life back, can the rough patches in life just leave me? Or maybe can I just turn back clock, back to a time where everything's much simpler. A much happier me.

I miss that Shermaine. I miss my youth.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Lazy day, good food :)

My first meal of the day, at 4pm.
My so-called-breakfast + lunch, a meal to prevent me from fainting at home, while my sister takes her own sweet time to get me my spaghetti.
Lunch also let her delay till dinner already -.-

I swear it is definitely of the milk tea that I end up losing my sleep last night and end up feeling like a zombie now. So much for having 3 packets of powder in one cup for greater taste.
真的是,厉害就好不要假厉害。

Dinner of the day, actually only an hour after my lunch~
Super super super shiok seafood marianda and mushroom soup.
But also super fattening, I can feel my pants getting tighter after I finish my meal.
*suscipious eyes*
Lame post, but I just feel like blogging it out :)
Somehow I feel that these photos are nice, my camera is being kind to me by giving me sharp pictures :D

Saturday, August 13, 2011

[Review] A-JAYS Three :D

So for people who know me close enough, have been wanting to get to do some reviews and stuff to share how I think on pairs of headphones, earpiece and plugs I spend.
Because personally, reviews usually determines whether I will get that pair of earpiece after I have set my eyes on them whether be it from word of mouth or on the design wise.

So this is going to be my first ever review on one of the earpiece I have owned; the A-JAYS 3 ~


So what has attracted me to lay eyes on these pairs of earpiece was actually the tangle free cable, very similar to the ones from monsters.
I personally liked the flat cable a lot when I see them because they are very different from the usual rope liked cables, they seemed more unique to me but the real deal of those monster cables are really too much I can afford.

So basically, what you would be getting in the box would be what is shown below,

1. 5 pairs of rubber tips (including the one on the plugs itself)
(XXS, XS, S, M, L)
Generally a major plus sign for me since I have ear canals between a small kid and a young teenager, so the medium was always too big and the small are always too small. But with so many sizes to choose from, I did get to choose a size that I prefer.

It is rather important, that you get a good seal for your plugs to maximise your plug's potential, hence the importance of getting the right fit :)

2. 1-into-2 adapter
For situations when you need an extra plug-in port or when you and your friends want to watch or hear something together.

3. 2-in-1 adapter
Not very important, but you will see its usefulness when you're on a plane :)

4. Hard carry case
A must have for me now! :D
You wouldn't one your expensive earplugs to dangle again in your bag and spoil right?
Exceptionally perfect for me since I have the habit of dumping it in my bag. Easy to find since now I place them in the case. But in my opinion, the case's a little small for the earpiece itself.
I have to really squeeze it in. Rather heart aching for me, cause every time I do that, I just feel that my plugs are going to spoil or break sooner.
So I tend to use other cases from my older earpiece to store it instead.

So, for the big question.
How's the sound?
Sound of this baby actually stunned me the first time I put them on, the bass was powerful! I have tried them on various songs ballads, kpop, cpop.
The bass was superb, strong and clear but not to the extend of overwhelming the whole song, there were also clear highs, giving you the details you want in your song and won't exactly sound muddy if you listen to songs that totally have no bass.
*However, do note that the bass on these are still weaker if you compare them to the other models in this A-JAYS series. The other models would offer you more bass, but less clarity.
Good and the bad?

There really isn't much I can complain about this pair of plugs.
But what made me love this baby sort of also made me dislike them to a certain extend.
A good example would be of the flat cables, lovable for design and its tangle-free function. However, it is also due to it that it is more heavier than other pairs of plugs out there, hence, creating sounds when the earpiece rub against one another. It's rather distracting for me.

It is not so bad when you just sitting in front of your computer, plugged in, the problem comes when you are wearing it on the go, walking to school and things like that. I can say, it's definitely not a good pair to wear to work out.

Another thing is the short inserting plugs, its not that it's not good.
It is because of this that the design of the plugs become so minimal and beautiful but yet, it is also due to this that the plugs may not be able to stick in some people's ear for a long time. Personally have not encountered this, but have heard some of my friends say it, so might as well, tell you people about it.

Overall
8/10
I feel that these plugs did worth my money for 98SGD to a certain extent so far for the bass and clarity they are providing me with, something that my previous pair didn't have.
If only the cables didn't have noise. This would be a pair that I would dearly love. But I guess nothing's perfect in the world, we just have to make do with some flaws.
Do feel free to comment me or tag me if you have any enquires or suggestions.
Hope I have helped you in one way or another through my review. ^^ Byes~

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Failure in life.

Fail in doing well in school, fail in having a status, fail in chasing my dreams, fail in not trying to continue trying to chase my dreams, fail in protecting my friends, fail in being a good friend, fail for being not good enough, fail in letting others see that I am better than you think I am.

All in all, I am just a failure.
A failure that no one sees.

I seriously am losing more and more confidence in myself then never before.
Gosh, I need my life back.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Rough patch. Pffftt.

As much as I want to move on with life and not whine like a spoiled Singaporean kid.
I seriously need a way to whine out all that I can. Not through keeping it any longer or talk it out with my dear ones. I have never seriously felt life to be so demoralising.

Having to be nagged and scolded every single day, having to be misunderstood by people you once cared about and worst of all, have no where to vent. Life never seemed to be so lifeless. Having to live normally seemed like a chore.

As much as I wished to cry it all out and sleep to my heart's content and wake up to that cheerful me, this all seems to be a luxurious privilege too good to be fulfilled.

For I could face much more, if I just heck cared about the world and lived in my own lalaland.
The only thing I can do is sallow everything back down and stayed strong.

I am really surprised how one could act under the change of situation.
I am really tired. How I wished that everything could just stop and return to normal.
Give me my life back. I am really tired. Really tired.

I am thankful for those who cared, and understood. I am sorry I can't reciprocate what you have done back. Sorry for being so stressed up and bullshity, deep down I have appreciate what you done, your efforts to cheer me up. Going that extra mile to understand the situation I am in.

Trying to make me happy through every means I can afford. If it wasn't for you guys, I think I would have collapsed.
Thanks for being that tinge of honey, when everything is bitter and sourish. Thank you.

Thankful for the creator of blogs, ranting out unconditional really works.
As much as I hope to stay at this state of tiny happiness, it's time I go back to reality.
Where life have to go on, Mom's still going to come back at the same time, my RJ's still gonna close its submission at 1159.