燥了好久,久等,该死的暑假来了!! ヽ(´▽`;)/♪
Though it's not really considered to be anything major or long, more like a study break in disguise coming to think that UT2 would be soon haunting me after the holidays end, but I'm kinda enjoying it. d(-_^)
Watching dramas after dramas, animes after animes, it's kinda SHIOKKKK~
Not to mention, outing after outing. I feel like a caged animal finally let out of my damn cage! ヽ(●-`Д´-)ノ
Time really passes so fast. I have to say, even though I hate to admit it.
It seems like I have just came back from Bangkok not long ago, being in the freshman in my second semester.
Now, I am on my year2, 5weeks more before the whole semester comes to an end, with my 2012's trip coming in a month's time.
*Saying about that it's 5 more days to X'mas. Guess what? No mood. (--)*
I think at this rate, I would soon become an old hag.
真的是岁月如流沙,想要抓也抓不抓住。(>_<)
Saying about time, it;s already about 2-3 weeks since I have started dieting and workout.
Can't imagine that I have finally made the decision to make that change.
Starting to eat well, stop eating that much or as frequent as I used to. Controlling the kind of food I eat, the time I restrict myself from eating.
But still not feeling or seeing any results yet. Somehow, it's really quite demoralising.
Ever since then, I fear to stand on the weighing machine, really fear that after I stand on it, knowing that I haven't even losing an ounce even after the hunger and such.
I would lose all forms of strength and determination.I am really scared.
Ever since then, I fear to stand on the weighing machine, really fear that after I stand on it, knowing that I haven't even losing an ounce even after the hunger and such.
I would lose all forms of strength and determination.I am really scared.
But I cannot give up. 死都不可以。ヽ(o`皿′o)ノ
For me, or for the people who support me and care for me.
The aches that I have suffered every time I worked out, the hunger and cravings I have suppressed.
我会加油的。( ̄^ ̄)
I will make it to the end, with a healthier and slimmer me!
ー( ̄~ ̄)ξ NEW YEAR RESOLUTION FOR 2012!!
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