迷失。

一直以来，已经知道自己不是一个很会唱歌的人。

可是，也在朋友的认可，鼓励里，也开始不在否认这自己有些皮毛。

觉得，自己是会唱歌的。

听了自己以前的歌声，真的觉得自己是个大音痴。

也因为这样，记得了这些年一路走来，努力要把个唱好的经历。

想着，这一路，只有三个字。不简单。

什么都是自己慢慢的摸，慢慢的学。

可是人有几年呀？

渐渐的，把自己看成了个歌者的我，也找不到推动力了。

尤其看了中国好声音后，真的没力了。

努力了那么久也不就这样，没多好的样。

没有高亢的嗓子，没有熟练的技巧，没有个人的特色。什么也没有。

多不想放弃，一心想证明给那些贬低我的人，完成我的梦。

梦，梦都说是梦了。

没料儿，就是没料吧。

就像你说的，普通。Normal. 

咳。

只能说，每个歌者背后都有故事。

Have you been so sick of fried chicken that the smell turns you off?

I know I have been. :s 

From KFC to Texas chicken, because of deals and deals and craving to craving. 

I think I am sick of it already :x 

*Even wanted to puke when I smelled it on the bus just now :z* 

Just by looking at it, explains my weight gain recently and thanks to it, I think my throat is not in a very good condition already and thanks to JJ's upcoming new song, it would be the first ever song that I would not be able to handle. Thank you fried chicken. Thank you my lousy vocals. Thank you for everything. 

*Edit : Actually, I think it's more to the vocal that I blame, I bet JJ would still be able to sing this song again even if he eats like fried chick for like 2weeks in a row. Pure talent is pure talent. Nothing beats it. He's good, he improved, he became better. I am lousy, I improved, I became good. See the differences?* 

Arghhhh, gross much to me now :x 

I am so not touching it again till this feel actually goes away. OMG. 

My cheeks are so fat now :( 

I'm back!!

Hi all! :) It has been indeed long since the time I have updated this little space of mine. 

Not a very good thing, but I am back. 

Life hasn't been much of a change for me, well except for the fact now that it's the second semester already, and quickly the UTs are going to all come rolling at me, 

but other than that, there are certainly some milestones I have crossed this period. 

If you guys know me well enough, I have always wanted to make youtube videos, be it reviews or just me singing, sort of always what I do, though I did have a start in the past, but it soon all died down after my Jess teong fanatic had died down during secondary school. 

But guess what, I AM BACK MAKING THEM!! 

Thanks to the encouragements and many stupid coincidences that happened (eg, the Sony singing competition and the 我就是爱唱歌 online competition) I sort of have the guts again to post. 

I know I am not some big shot or hidden talent that is able to sing till I can shake hearts or the range that is so wide that I can be able to attract attentions and be famous overnight. 

But I am enjoying it. Enjoying the feeling that everytime when I complete a cover, I know I am improving, the feeling of accomplishment is just awesome.  

Check them out if you haven't yet. It would be kinda nice for me to know, at least someone out there is supporting me. 

Okay, this post sounds very promotional to me all of a sudden, shall stop. Heh. 

PS: 7 more to reaching 10 covers!! Jiayou, hope that my passion would actually last till I reach 10 proper covers. JIAYOU SHERMAINE! :D