现在最能表达我的一图；

火烧屁股咯！

即使有很想，很想写写最近一些生活的点点滴滴。

可是就是责任性在作祟，克制了自己。

矛盾的，还是来写写一些小垃圾，让自己死了心，等待下一次比较闲空的时候再来记录，炫个耀自己的新宠吧。哈哈。

也没人能怪，谁叫我平时不烧香，零时抱佛脚。

搞得自己两头不上岸，两边不是人。

Seriously, I really hate proteins.

At 4.43 a.m, looking at this picture, I seriously ask myself.

"WHAT IS THIS PIECE OF CRAP?!" 

Like seriously, it just looks like a ball of tangled,jumbled up colourful strings that no one gives a shit. But I guess, somehow, many people actually gives a shit. Since I am having an exam about it through out the month just shows how important is it. 

Without it, we will have no hormones, no blood cells, no muscles, no meat. 

BUT WHATEVER.

I actually don't hate it that much, but after facing it for more than 3 hours, reading on it's different levels of folding structures and the stupid bonds, bonds and more bonds. I have had it, and I am here to do a mindless rant, because I don't even know what I am typing anymore. WOW. 

:P Well. 

At the very least, I feel accomplished today for finishing 2 problems, 3 more to go and I am done for ONLY Structural Biology. KILL ME. SERIOUSLY. WHY. LIFE. IS. LIKE. THAT. SERIOUSLY.

What can I handle?

Syllabus. Too much to handle.
Class. Too much to handle.

Coffee. Starting to handle.

Brain. Not able to handle all these too much to handle(s).

Wish that I stop all these by pulling a handle.

Going on an overdrive already.

Because of all these too much to handle things that seriously make me do stuff that I don't do in the past. Eg. Studying beforehand, studying outside so people can teach me.

Just this two points is sufficient to kill me. Leading to once again fall to the beloved grasp of caffeine.

God bless me. Hope they will always help and not build tolerance to it that fast.

Thankful that I have great and supportive parents that understand. Great that I have friends that care.

Thank you, because of you guys I am grateful.

Today's accidental studying session in Wendy's just prove everything.

I will and I must pull through this shit.

ヾ(＠^∇^＠)ノ

Today is a good day, shall use all the positive energy to focus on my studying!! :3 

I CAN DO IT!! :D

I will make the impossible, POSSIBLE.

It's really nice to have people that care about you around. Making you happy when you are down. :)