100 posts. Hoseybo!!

Pop some party poppers for me, everyone! 

100 POSTS!!

Not kind of a big deal actually, since I am not some big shots with ten thousands over page views and going to do a give away, needing some attention or something. To let people feel joyous for them as well for them. 

But I guess what makes me really want to highlight this stage of this blog is how much it has gone through already. Since, this blog has already been 1 and a 1/2 years old. (Ever since I have decided to move away from shame-island, kinda embarrassed at the way I used to blog and also sick that I have to use html just to make a new blog skin. Okay. Doesn't matter :x) 

It's kinda funny that how much I have come by  all these while. From me being in the middle of my year one, till now, whist I am in my final year. This blog has considered to have gone through the thick and thin through my poly years, I would not say that I have gone through as much as I had as compared to my secondary school years, but I won't consider that I had a more smooth-sailing time with this blog. 

Through this while, I have got new friends, lost old friends, be it I have got to see their true colours or be it if they have decided to move on without me. (it's part and parcel of life, just need some getting use like always) 

In this bunch, I have met very nice people, giving me encouragements, helping me grow, making me change into for the good or maybe for the bad. Through the year, I got new aspirations, new targets. I started doing new things that I have never will do in the past, the list just goes on and on; from working, to mopping even to me wanting FINALLY to lose some serious weight. All I can say is I'm glad at the very least, I can have something I can look back on. 

I am thankful despite my laziness, I am still leaving marks of my life time after time. 

For like what I have said, this blog isn't first made for anyone, but rather, or myself. To see how much I have grew and change as time passed. 

Good to know that,

Through the tiring moments in life, it's good to know that, there's always someone who cares about you somewhere, no matter where you are or how you are now. Even if they are not personally by your side, they seemed to be always with you.

I really miss my secondary school life, 
where things are really a little more simpler, and the people around me are more caring and kind. 

Honey for the heart.

Today has been a seemingly awesome, relaxing day.

Had some sudden urge of oozing courage to call someone I never thought I would call and talk to, so much for being a 不想后果的冲动派。

Awkward as much as it might feel in the duration, it was kinda an awesome feeling that somehow no amount of words can describe. Though awkward as it might seemed to be, it was worth it.

The day was really AWEEEEEEEE-SOMEEEEEEEEE.

Other than the moodswings and stuff, so much for being a Cancerian.

However it is also through all these things in life, that had really made me feel blessed that God had gave me so many angels in my life. Be it whether they are close or not so close to me in my life already, they still cared.

Sometimes that's all that matters in life.

It's those things in life that gives honey to your heart and make the world seem to be less complicated and hateful. Thanks all who make my day.

Cherish what I have rather than to cry over what I lost, is what I have to tell myself.

Let go, and all will be fine.

执著是好事，可是有时，对一些事情过于执著只会弄巧反拙罢了。

Last post as a 18-year old.

Yeps, as the title says.
But before you start be warned that it's damn long, if you have no interest in knowing how a nobody passed the 18th year of her life, stop reading. NOW.

But sadly if you want, for the 18 years, going 19 years of my life. Life have been normal.

Not very exciting. But happy, that's for sure, although there are up and down, but somehow the downs are those things that made me who I am now and the happy is what that made my life more colourful.

For me, my 18th year of my life had been interesting.

I adapted from the reliant secondary school kid, into a more independent kid that I have to be.

*Looks like a super failed makeover picture :P, but you get the point*

Know how to talk better, present better, prepare better. Know how to interact with people of different personalities better, learnt that the world isn't all really pure and that not all people are as innocent and as loving as they might seemed to be.

Most of all, I learnt something called responsibility, take blames, take things on my stride even though it is suckish, don't skip school and all those shit that I used to do when I am secondary school. But at the same time I also learnt to do a lot of things that I will never did in the past.

So much for being ignorant. :/

But to be on the more cheerful side, in this year,

I have got to know a lot more awesome friends proving that people in poly aren't all fake. There are still those that care, those who be friend with you because of who you are not, what you might seem to be.

Even if you don't really even physically know them. :P

Also, to me, during the 18th year of my life, I have also turned into a more choosy me.

Seriously as much as I hate to say it, but I think this year would have to be the year that I have bought the most number of audio accessories than I ever would in my entire life already.

And in this process of trying to find the best replacement for my pairs of sony headphones, I have become pampered and spoilt for choices. From the normal 30$+ headphones I used in the past, it has now improved itself to 70$+ and I never think I would go back to the stage where my earpieces all cost about less than 20$ - 30$.

I should also really stop buying them already.

Just look at the pairs I own now and this is not all, in the process, some died on me, some I gave it away, some got lost. Oh well :/

Well. What to do. Some things are not refundable once you get them. :/

The 18th year of my life, going to be soon gone. Like evapourated milk and never coming back.

But no matter what, I have to give,

The 18th year of my life, a big (Y)