Bangkok Trip '12

Hi, it has been long that I have done a proper update about my life. 

Have been really lazy, or just simply, liking my privacy which is kinda irony to say, as I am already giving an update of my life here. Sounds kinda leychey. Forget it. My mind was never clear. 

So, I am back from my long-waited holiday trip. 

It's all nice and green when I first blogged at that moment. 

 

 

(Photos are proof!!) 

But one always say that no one knows what happens in the next moment. 

IT'S TRUE. 

Got a diarrhea subsequently, really bad diarrhea, instead of shopping,

(because of this)

Long cooking time, bullshit boiling tiny bowl of water.

I slept in the hotel all day long. 

Did I regret? YES. Of course, lost loads of time I could bond with my parents, but then again. Looking at my life now, it's good that I got that long undisturbed sleep. 

But overall, the trip is good, but this time round it isn't as much of a frantic holiday as compared to last year's. I did miss home as compared to last year. Maybe it's because of that person who didn't appear, or maybe, I have grown old. Old enough to know home's really the best place on Earth. 

I'm backkkkkkkkkkkkk. 

Lagorn-kahhhhhh~

It's the holidays!! :D

燥了好久，久等，该死的暑假来了!! ヽ(´▽｀；)/♪

Though it's not really considered to be anything major or long, more like a study break in disguise coming to think that UT2 would be soon haunting me after the holidays end, but I'm kinda enjoying it. d(-_^)

Watching dramas after dramas, animes after animes, it's kinda SHIOKKKK~ 

Not to mention, outing after outing. I feel like a caged animal finally let out of my damn cage! ヽ(●-`Д´-)ノ

Time really passes so fast. I have to say, even though I hate to admit it. 

It seems like I have just came back from Bangkok not long ago, being in the freshman in my second semester. 

Now, I am on my year2, 5weeks more before the whole semester comes to an end, with my 2012's trip coming in a month's time.

*Saying about that it's 5 more days to X'mas. Guess what? No mood. （－－）*

I think at this rate, I would soon become an old hag. 

真的是岁月如流沙，想要抓也抓不抓住。(>_<)

Saying about time, it;s already about 2-3 weeks since I have started dieting and workout. 

Can't imagine that I have finally made the decision to make that change. 

Starting to eat well, stop eating that much or as frequent as I used to. Controlling the kind of food I eat, the time I restrict myself from eating. 

Forcing myself to do at least some form of exercise before the day end.
 (even though I haven't done today's, shall do sit-ups before I go to bed)

My gymming buddieeeeeeeeeeee!! (ノ≧┏Д┓≦)ノ

*Like I said music has never let me down. Be it destress, emotional breakdowns, sleep, even working out!!!*

But still not feeling or seeing any results yet. Somehow, it's really quite demoralising.
Ever since then, I fear to stand on the weighing machine, really fear that after I stand on it, knowing that I haven't even losing an ounce even after the hunger and such.
I would lose all forms of strength and determination.I am really scared.

But I cannot give up. 死都不可以。ヽ(ｏ`皿′ｏ)ﾉ

For me, or for the people who support me and care for me. 

The aches that I have suffered every time I worked out, the hunger and cravings I have suppressed. 

我会加油的。(￣^￣)

I will make it to the end, with a healthier and slimmer me! 

ー(￣～￣)ξ NEW YEAR RESOLUTION FOR 2012!!