Fate.

I'm never a strong believer of fate,
always believed that I can never just succumb just like that to fate without even trying can I?

But, sometimes, you really can't ignore it, it will just come to your face.
For it is indeed fate has decided many things for me, where I am now, what I am now, theI get to meet many people, interact with them, learn things from, get to grow up. Face changes in life. Grow stronger.

Not forgetting that it is BECAUSE of fate that I get to know awesome and people dear to me.

Fate might play with your perception as is also via fate, that I get to see the true colours of many time after time. Like the saying people often say in chinese;

路摇知马力，日久见人心。
这句话，我终于也明白，了解了不多。

人心险恶，我又知道多少，知面，知人不知心。

Fate plays with your life at the weirdest places you can think of, even on things as simple as shoes. MY VANS T.T
(having to whine for it for 1year, I am still left with nothing!! :(((( )

Be it good or bad, fate plays with you and sticks to you like superglue, you can choose to not believe it.
But it will prank on you at the strangest time to catch you off your guard. Driving me to the pillar.

Why can't fate give me simpler people in life? Or maybe it's not so much about fate, it is so much of my overworking brain. WHATEVER.

Sunken mood.

Tonight's not the night for happy post. You have been warned.

Tonight's seemed to become a bad night after all.

You said that you hate people coming to ruin you. Why are ruining me?

Why are you doing this to me? What have I done to get such treatments from you?

Just what am I to you? Stupid ego shit jerk.

Are status on the social websites so important?

认识你的这两年，我自认对你问心无愧。帮你的也不少。从来也没亏待过你。

可是，为什么要这样，为什么好像什么事都好像针对我？

我到底做了什么？让你可以这么的讨厌我？

如果你的目的是要彻彻底底的打败我，那我可以和你说，你成功了。你满意了吗？

Just freaking get out of my life, like how you said you would. Totally get out of my life.

Away to a place I won't sense you, won't see you and don't ever come back.

Just give me back my life. Give me back the old me.

Or maybe, just try to fix it and get. it. right.

But I doubt it will ever happen.

If only things were much simpler.

人生哲学。

越是要坦白的澄清所有的所有。

越是表现你心虚的一边。

Sometimes nothing is all you have to say.