一人流浪记。

其实也算不上什么流浪。

只不过，自己不知道是不是因为星座的关系觉得自己的粘人度高，而超不喜欢一个人出去，一个人吃饭，一个人看戏。

反正就是不喜欢一个人。

可是，相反的又觉得人嘛，总该学着独立点，坚强点。

是该学习，学习怎么独立，朋友也因该有自己私人的空间做自己想做的事。

成天粘着对方久了也会闷。

所以，就带着这个心态自己游荡了一个早上，自己吃早餐，自己逛接，逛书店。

其实，可能是因为已经知道是，自己私人的时间，没有别人，带上耳机，享受能够跟着自己的步伐，自己的调调。就算是迷路了，感觉也挺不错的。

一个人的清静，一个人的宁静，对我而言，新鲜而特别。

我不敢说我会爱上这种感觉，不过，有时间，我一定会在这样来个流浪记。

Does it really matter?

Sometimes, words aren't said because they are not thought through about. 

Sometimes words are not said because of various reasons.

If words said won't change anything at all, then why say them? 

If words will make people unhappy. Why say them? 

If words cannot get things across, does it really matter if I say it?

Because towards the end, nothing will change. 

Because you will never believe in what I say. 

There are many things that I have never told you, just like how I believe you would never have told me.

In the end, all of us, just end up planting more and more seeds of assumption. 

With each of those seeds growing every time it happens, our misunderstanding increases. 

Assuming is the root of the problem. Just like every time I have thought that you know nuts about me, do I know the nuts about you? Assumption just got the better of us. 

I am no better than you.

太殘忍的話我直說 因為愛很重

你卻不想懂 只往反方向走

我们就是以为我们懂了，结果越走越远了。

Now that I have known your real reason, your piece of mind, should I do my last part as a friend to clear those seeds of assumption? Or should I just leave it there, since you do sound happier on your part if I just leave you alone. 

Happiness.

Happiness can be so easily gotten, just give me ample time to get my good sleep, good food and good and simple times with my dear people who cares about me. 

But at the same time, what can be easily obtained is also easily destroyed.

Happiness, really is like thin ice.

Takes time to transform from water to solid, but just takes brief seconds to destroy.

I really hope that I would be able to get some true happiness back. 

Music didn't worked its magic really much last night, let's hope food do it's job later.

Reason why I am still "fluffy" till now. 

In their shoes.

Never say something is too hard, or too easy, unless you have done that, been there.

Know how it exactly felt.

Talk is cheap, walk your talk.

But sometimes, all one need is a little common sense and understanding.

All will be fine. But not many have that tolerance.

At least, not you. Sadly.

But what can I do? :/

Now even my good isn't good.

For everything in life, for everything to go back to normal, I need my life back, can the rough patches in life just leave me? Or maybe can I just turn back clock, back to a time where everything's much simpler. A much happier me.

I miss that Shermaine. I miss my youth.

镜子之道。

在很多时候，人往往会投诉说为什么这个人会这样，这样，这样。

会那样，那样，那样。

不过，有没有回头想一想，看一看为什么会如此呢？

如果换成是自己，你会怎么做呢？

做的会比那个人还好吗？还是会和她做出相同的举止。

处理的方法有没有可能比她还要来得更糟糕。

我们人啊，就是太会抱怨了。有时，在抱怨的过程会忽略了很多。

伤害到的也可能很深，很深。

我常常把责任推在你身上，想一想难道我就没错吗？

可是，我该怎么去救，怎么去弥补？

"人生就想一片镜子，若要看见一个美丽的反映，自己也要对镜子先秀出灿烂的笑容。”

－张爵西

可是偏偏就是对你没有效。:／

PS: 不过，我还是相信只要真心对待，不管谁都会被打动。

人真的感觉的到谁是对谁好的。

I really thank the Gods and Angels up above that had sent you guys to me.

如果没有你们，我可能就没有那么大的福气了。

人生哲学。

越是要坦白的澄清所有的所有。

越是表现你心虚的一边。

Sometimes nothing is all you have to say.