The 20th.

So, I am 20 now. Righttttttttttttttttttttt.

As compared to 2011, 

(TIME MACHINE, POWER) 

Phew, it was hectic. 

This time round, things were a lot simpler, being a year 3 student often means more work, more work and more work, (not mentioning that THE FYP SUBMISSION DATE IS ON THE 13TH JULY) who actually gives a shit when they themselves are so freaking busy right? 

Even I don't give a shit, to be very honest. 

Furthermore not mention that 14th July 2012 fell on a Saturday. 

All the well, no school, no pressure. NO CELEBRATION :) 

Actually, it was really this pathetic, I am not kidding you. 

I even thought that I would just squander today away, home alone, with no maid(hence the need to do housework) and no date~ and spazzing over  boys over flowers with my stash of durain.

But I guess God's always fair to kind birthday people.

I got an impromptu date with HER. 

So, to spend my not so forever alone time :) 

Seriously, the day was not that spectacular to be honest, very much like every other time I have went out with her, but something about it today just makes me feel different. Maybe it's the birthday halo effect :/ Oh well. So be it. (AND VERY MUCH SHERMIN TRYING TO PAY ALMOST EVERYTHING FOR ME, even buying me the wireless mouth that I contemplated for so long!!)

And so, there goes how my 20th birthday took place. A day full of cheap thrills I should say :) 

I don't about these cheap thrills but something about it just makes me feel so happy. 

Going to ang mo kio just so that we can have KOI. 

Having to just walk around aimlessly in ntuc, sharing about life, and just going to walk at my favourite challenger to check out the lastest tech is all it takes to make simple happiness. 

OH.

Not forgetting these, 

Having to be in a totally kids environment squeezing and crouching just so we can draw on the table that we actually meant for kids. Love them to the bits even though they were free thanks to the opening of some shopping center at ang mo kio (who cares, there's still nothing inside anyway.) 

Made the first one just out of random thought, since I was really embarrassed of the fact that we are so overgrown in a bunch of bouncing, active kids. 

Became really oblivious to the environment when doing the second one, since the people are really nice there. HEHE.

LOVE THE MOTIVATION. HEHE. 

Really making them my birthday wishes. 

 加油~

It's really nice to be just spending time, doing usual things and being yourself. :)

That's how my 20th birthday. 20 years living life already. Fast. 

Thanks for everything. 

HAHA, I am back to the crazy random .gif style. :x 

First E.book.

Yes, like the title indicated, my very first e-book. 

Got the habit of reading again ever since I got my ipod, it is indeed a right choice that I have chose it over ipod classic. Since I never got the chance to finish any books since I read at the rate of a tortoise and the due date will always come before I can even finish the story. Too lazy to buy any physical copy unless of any special reasons. Even so, if I were to buy all the books I want to read, I think I would be broke by the time. 

Therefore, it's kinda awesome that ipod has this app that allows me to read my ebooks on it. 

It's seriously so convenient!! No hassle, just anytime, anywhere you like. Can have as much books as you like, no weight~ (just make sure that you have enough battery)

Though, I still prefer the feeling of reading a real book. JUST. DON'T WANT TO SPEND MONEY. T.T

AND. Very finally, I have got to finish a book that I have been dying to read ever since the movie came out that time. Have been stopping myself to watch the movie, afraid that it might be some kind of spoiler when I get to read the book. 

I wouldn't say the book is awesome or over the moon, but like every book, there's definitely one part that is a bit dry but if not there won't be any climax and such I guess. Overall loved the feelings author tried to bring out.  All very deep and emotional. 

Wondered if I would be that lucky to find that soulmate like Holly, and even if I did, would I have the privilege to be the selfish one and die first. :/ Thinking too much I guess. 

I don't even have a date :x #FOREVERALONE. 

PS: Let's see if I can sustain to carry on this reading habit and be good enough for myself to get a kindle touch :x TEEHEE. Thinking of the impossible again HAHA.

Moving on to my next book :D

Bangkok Trip '12

Hi, it has been long that I have done a proper update about my life. 

Have been really lazy, or just simply, liking my privacy which is kinda irony to say, as I am already giving an update of my life here. Sounds kinda leychey. Forget it. My mind was never clear. 

So, I am back from my long-waited holiday trip. 

It's all nice and green when I first blogged at that moment. 

 

 

(Photos are proof!!) 

But one always say that no one knows what happens in the next moment. 

IT'S TRUE. 

Got a diarrhea subsequently, really bad diarrhea, instead of shopping,

(because of this)

Long cooking time, bullshit boiling tiny bowl of water.

I slept in the hotel all day long. 

Did I regret? YES. Of course, lost loads of time I could bond with my parents, but then again. Looking at my life now, it's good that I got that long undisturbed sleep. 

But overall, the trip is good, but this time round it isn't as much of a frantic holiday as compared to last year's. I did miss home as compared to last year. Maybe it's because of that person who didn't appear, or maybe, I have grown old. Old enough to know home's really the best place on Earth. 

I'm backkkkkkkkkkkkk. 

Lagorn-kahhhhhh~

I'm back!!

Hi all! :) It has been indeed long since the time I have updated this little space of mine. 

Not a very good thing, but I am back. 

Life hasn't been much of a change for me, well except for the fact now that it's the second semester already, and quickly the UTs are going to all come rolling at me, 

but other than that, there are certainly some milestones I have crossed this period. 

If you guys know me well enough, I have always wanted to make youtube videos, be it reviews or just me singing, sort of always what I do, though I did have a start in the past, but it soon all died down after my Jess teong fanatic had died down during secondary school. 

But guess what, I AM BACK MAKING THEM!! 

Thanks to the encouragements and many stupid coincidences that happened (eg, the Sony singing competition and the 我就是爱唱歌 online competition) I sort of have the guts again to post. 

I know I am not some big shot or hidden talent that is able to sing till I can shake hearts or the range that is so wide that I can be able to attract attentions and be famous overnight. 

But I am enjoying it. Enjoying the feeling that everytime when I complete a cover, I know I am improving, the feeling of accomplishment is just awesome.  

Check them out if you haven't yet. It would be kinda nice for me to know, at least someone out there is supporting me. 

Okay, this post sounds very promotional to me all of a sudden, shall stop. Heh. 

PS: 7 more to reaching 10 covers!! Jiayou, hope that my passion would actually last till I reach 10 proper covers. JIAYOU SHERMAINE! :D

Honey for the heart.

Today has been a seemingly awesome, relaxing day.

Had some sudden urge of oozing courage to call someone I never thought I would call and talk to, so much for being a 不想后果的冲动派。

Awkward as much as it might feel in the duration, it was kinda an awesome feeling that somehow no amount of words can describe. Though awkward as it might seemed to be, it was worth it.

The day was really AWEEEEEEEE-SOMEEEEEEEEE.

Other than the moodswings and stuff, so much for being a Cancerian.

However it is also through all these things in life, that had really made me feel blessed that God had gave me so many angels in my life. Be it whether they are close or not so close to me in my life already, they still cared.

Sometimes that's all that matters in life.

It's those things in life that gives honey to your heart and make the world seem to be less complicated and hateful. Thanks all who make my day.

Cherish what I have rather than to cry over what I lost, is what I have to tell myself.

Let go, and all will be fine.

执著是好事，可是有时，对一些事情过于执著只会弄巧反拙罢了。

Proud Girl (Y)

Yeps, although this can be a very simple question for a lot of you AMaths pro out there.

But having to solve this question is indeed a glory for me!

Because alpha beta and all that shit was once one of those questions I tend to avoid during O levels' :D

Solving this makes my night feel AWESOME :D

No more EMO THOUGHTS :D

*Emo thoughts include: Submitted but approval pending PP, undone IG information banner, I have no talent in singing, having UTs to study for, etc...

*Fuck this shit and continues to take the yellow piece of paper and jump around!*

;D