Showing posts with label losing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label losing. Show all posts

Sunday, June 5, 2011

人。

瞥清了所有的虚假和面具的背后,我还是我。

我不是超人,我不会飞天吨地,我也不会飞檐走壁。
我就是我,一个贪生怕死,怕寂寞孤单,拿的起,放不下的无名小子。

我虽然表面上很坚强,不用你现在对我造成的伤害是你永远都弥补不回的。
就象一张有了污点的纸,就算用力的,使劲的想把它擦掉,痕迹依然存在。

因为你的所作所为,我们已经不可能回到原点了。

不管我有多努力,我对你的信任已经不会象以前一样的纯。
就算我自己有多想挽回这段友情,我还是过不了自己那关。

我不知道未来的路会是怎么样的。
不过,我希望不管最后的结局是什么,我都不要后悔。

Friday, February 11, 2011

Finding my peace.

Hello, with a big sunshine smile from a carefree dog.

Wells, UT2 grades are demoralising and I am not very happy recently.
Mood have been up and down, didn't really felt peaceful ever since I came back.

Facebook, tumblr and twitter seemed to be all boring for me recently.
There is like nothing to do, yet I am also in no mood to study.

Sleeping was ALL I really did. Wasting my time.

Seemed like I have lost everything I loved at one go.
Movies, reading, editing. Everything.

But luckily I am able to get some back yesterday midnight, at today's chemistry class and of course, at this moment.

Sometimes, I think it is just so crucial to not give up things that you love, even though the whole world is against it. You might be surprise how much joy and relief it would bring. It has been long ever since I have read for leisure and I really did enjoyed myself in that one hour that I have done so.

Even though it wasn't a book, just some articles from the internet. Some random facts.
Some of which are just so unbelievable. Creeps me out.

Like this one.

Well, just sharing :P Shocked me too when I read it.
(Don't you just love the tagline? :x)

PS: Gonna thanks the lady in the bus reading in front of me, if not, I don't know what would I become now. Maybe still feeling rotten about life? Okay, gonna rest and full charge for physics revision tomorrow.

PS/S: Gonna read a book when UT's done!

Gonna sleep now, study tomorrow :D Wish me luck.
I better be, since I have gave many things up in return to prepare for this UT. LOL.