Life lesson.

Too bad, there's just one bit of me inside which will run out when I am performing in the crowds. 

If only I can calm down, know that I really can do it. I will be able to do it. For the many times of my life, it is the insecurities that has led me to my failure. 

How long will I take to learn this lesson. I don't know myself.

This? Utter failure. Thanks to the insecurities. :/

I AM IN CLASS BEING A SLEEPY HEAD.

With good aircon and comfy clothes, I AM FREAKING SLEEPY.

Don't wish to talk, think and do anything. 

Though I do have mood, if you're talking about dramas, games and animes :x 

BUT REALITY STRIKES,

:( Kinda sad to think that I will have a RJ to write later and I am still not done with my PP = No afternoon naps. FML.

PS: I must be insane to hope that the school catches fire or something, and they're going to disperse all the students and I can go back and sleep. ARGGGGGHHH. 

BIG SCREENS ARE AWESOME, BUT JUST DISTRACTING.

Yeps, up till now I am still distracted, due to the magnificently big screen. 

HOHO, big right? *So tempted to watch drama on it!* 

But cannot, then I will be screwed, cause the PP's due date is seriously drawing near. Like god damn near.

But instead of  getting into the mood to do some work, I am enjoying the good speakers, clearing some trash in it. It's getting kinda lag, after effects of using laptop for so long. 

I am kinda not used to the XP it's running on, not used to how msword is looking on it. Damn.

Super tempted to go back to my great lappie, but after overheating yesterday and it just refused to boot up. 

I decide that I should probably give it a rest. :D Yes, overheating is no fun. I have loads of data inside that is important to me. 

So while its having its rest, I have to find a way to concentrate. HAVE TO. *BIG SCREEN*  ZOMG. *NICE DRAMA*  *PALM SLAP* I AM SUCH A GONER.

THIS POST IS CRAP. AS CRAPPY AS ME. OMG. I AM GOING TO STOP. YES. IAMGOINGTOSTOP. #DEALWITHIT :P

Happiness.

Happiness can be so easily gotten, just give me ample time to get my good sleep, good food and good and simple times with my dear people who cares about me. 

But at the same time, what can be easily obtained is also easily destroyed.

Happiness, really is like thin ice.

Takes time to transform from water to solid, but just takes brief seconds to destroy.

I really hope that I would be able to get some true happiness back. 

Music didn't worked its magic really much last night, let's hope food do it's job later.

Reason why I am still "fluffy" till now. 

皇天不负苦心人，

我终于千心万苦的找到我的文件夹了！！！

有所欠妥又不知道什么时候找的感觉不好受～　

今天本来已经很累了，自己也对自己没什么希望了，可是错的人还是我，我已经拖了人家很久的时间，还是博一博翻翻看，如果正如我所想的不见了再来慢慢担心怎么交代。

结果，到处翻了两个多小时，还是给我找到了，非常开心，兴奋的还再找到文件夹那瞬间猛亲它。回想起来还真的很脏呢。

应为这个文件夹，手现在还在酸，人也应为如此流了一身大汗。不过，有好也有坏，我也应此找到了一些失踪以久的东西。回想起来，还真是值得。

至少现在找到了也不用担心了，松了心口的大石，应为我知道文件夹的主人真的很珍惜这份文件，如果不见了，我也不知如何开口。

文件夹找到了，心也舒服了，是时候冲个凉，睡大觉了～！

＊明天才来想如何解决应为我的“翻炒”而留下的痕迹吧～＊

晚安～

Maid's coming home in 4 more days!!!!!

 :D 

Good to know that,

Through the tiring moments in life, it's good to know that, there's always someone who cares about you somewhere, no matter where you are or how you are now. Even if they are not personally by your side, they seemed to be always with you.

I really miss my secondary school life, 
where things are really a little more simpler, and the people around me are more caring and kind.