Should I hold on?

Or give up?

Judging from what happen, God's just trying to make me wake up from this endless dream.
I don't know if I will really be able to break it off, but somehow, I know, I will never look at you the same way again. I am sorry for what had happened, even though, genuinely, I know it's never my fault.

For what happen it's for a reason, I could have possibly not call you on this very day, but an "invisible" force just made me. There's really nothing I could say to describe what I am feeling.

Then again, it's fated, and it's expected. 

Ending off Year 2.

又感觉自己老了。时光象流沙，岁月不留人。

好怀念做小孩的感觉哟。

Better not emo, still got loads of plans ahead coming.
But sometimes, I just wish to go back to those times when life is so simple, even going home at 3pm in the afternoon is a sin and could get you a harmless spanking by your dear mother. 

An update about life.

Life's have been tiring ever since I have came back from Bangkok. 

PMS + diarrhea = awesome drainage on my energy bar.  

Even worked through the weekend, sales isn't as good on the first day. 

Some customers are so crappy that I really feel like punching them left and right.

Second day was alright, was less shagged due to a good night's sleep,there was more sales, but accidentally served someone else's customer, feeling guilty, but hopefully no hard feelings, that sale really helped me somehow. I am thankful.

Oh yeah, I FINALLY GOT TO WATCH MYSTIQUE VALLEY. LIKE FINALLY.
It's kinda awesome that I finally found a source to watch it.
IT'S DAMN AWESOME :) though the drama's long and I am busy. I will still make things while last. 'Cause she's too beautiful to be rejected. HEH.

*Gosh.* 

PS: And somehow, got to know that people are always watching me. Gotta be careful next time. *shrink eye stare* 

Bangkok Trip '12

Hi, it has been long that I have done a proper update about my life. 

Have been really lazy, or just simply, liking my privacy which is kinda irony to say, as I am already giving an update of my life here. Sounds kinda leychey. Forget it. My mind was never clear. 

So, I am back from my long-waited holiday trip. 

It's all nice and green when I first blogged at that moment. 

 

 

(Photos are proof!!) 

But one always say that no one knows what happens in the next moment. 

IT'S TRUE. 

Got a diarrhea subsequently, really bad diarrhea, instead of shopping,

(because of this)

Long cooking time, bullshit boiling tiny bowl of water.

I slept in the hotel all day long. 

Did I regret? YES. Of course, lost loads of time I could bond with my parents, but then again. Looking at my life now, it's good that I got that long undisturbed sleep. 

But overall, the trip is good, but this time round it isn't as much of a frantic holiday as compared to last year's. I did miss home as compared to last year. Maybe it's because of that person who didn't appear, or maybe, I have grown old. Old enough to know home's really the best place on Earth. 

I'm backkkkkkkkkkkkk. 

Lagorn-kahhhhhh~

Sleepy mind, short post.

Day 2 of trip so far. Bought loads of things already. Got a watch , a shoe, some shirts, some nail polish. Some prettaeh awesomeeeee chocolate!! Got to taste some really awesome food every meal. Life's also more slow paced when I am here. Everything is good. :3 Oh yeah!! Got a really sweet-honey coated message too. Internet is really one thing no one can leave without. It make things more fun and money saving $$$$ :3 K, I know this post will look like some piece of shit. B'cause the enter can't freakin' work to give me some paragraph. Neither can I post pictures. -.- I am going to bed.

ヾ(＠^∇^＠)ノ

Today is a good day, shall use all the positive energy to focus on my studying!! :3 

I CAN DO IT!! :D

I will make the impossible, POSSIBLE.

It's really nice to have people that care about you around. Making you happy when you are down. :) 

Another stage of life.

Yes, this toad has finally go on to the next stage of her life. HAVING A REAL JOB. 

Under a real boss, getting a real wage, facing the society.

It's really a different feeling altogether as compared to me working in my very own mother's fruit stall. 

(Or maybe, there isn't much to sales about there. OR MAYBE, there are just chairs that I can sit on.) 

But then again, there's this theory that no matter what, kids are always kids in parent's eyes, so you know, I don't need to do as much when I work with them BECAUSE I am a "little kid". 

Job's have been fine, people there are nice to me so far. (Hopefully, they find me nice too.) 

Hopefully, my sales are also good, to me. (HOPEFULLY, TO MY BOSS(ES) TOO.)

Pretty looking forward to the day I take my pay. Wonder how the feeling would be like. 

You know how people says about the legendary FIRST PAY. $$$$. 

Hmmmm. I think I better think about my studies first. I am still a student, with two UTs coming my way. 

GOOD LUCK TO MEEEEEEEE. OMG. 

GOD BLESS ME.