Finding my peace.

Hello, with a big sunshine smile from a carefree dog.

Wells, UT2 grades are demoralising and I am not very happy recently.

Mood have been up and down, didn't really felt peaceful ever since I came back.

Facebook, tumblr and twitter seemed to be all boring for me recently.

There is like nothing to do, yet I am also in no mood to study.

Sleeping was ALL I really did. Wasting my time.

Seemed like I have lost everything I loved at one go.

Movies, reading, editing. Everything.

But luckily I am able to get some back yesterday midnight, at today's chemistry class and of course, at this moment.

Sometimes, I think it is just so crucial to not give up things that you love, even though the whole world is against it. You might be surprise how much joy and relief it would bring. It has been long ever since I have read for leisure and I really did enjoyed myself in that one hour that I have done so.

Even though it wasn't a book, just some articles from the internet. Some random facts.

Some of which are just so unbelievable. Creeps me out.

Like this one.

(credits: http://listverse.com/2010/11/07/top-10-cases-of-extreme-game-addiction/)

Well, just sharing :P Shocked me too when I read it.

(Don't you just love the tagline? :x)

PS: Gonna thanks the lady in the bus reading in front of me, if not, I don't know what would I become now. Maybe still feeling rotten about life? Okay, gonna rest and full charge for physics revision tomorrow.

PS/S: Gonna read a book when UT's done!

Gonna sleep now, study tomorrow :D Wish me luck.

I better be, since I have gave many things up in return to prepare for this UT. LOL.

CROAKYTOAD IS BACK! ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ

Yeps. I am back from that dopeshit holiday that I had yearned for months back.

Time sure fly pass fast when you are having fun.

*Miss just lying there nothing to do, listening to some music and just spend my afternoon watching the repeats on animax. (Y) to the max.

Having this super lagging hangover now.

Busy streets, roadside shopping, people speaking thai, foreign words.

I swear now everything in Singapore looks super weird to me.

From the squeaky clean roads with no roadside stores and loosed crowds to me having to understand everything that is around me.

Sucks to the max.

I just wish to go back to when it all started.

To the first day, and just enjoy everything over again.

350+++ more days. I will work hard towards it.

It's just so funny that there are things we look forward to so much and wish it comes like immediately.

But there are somethings that we just wished slowed down, or better, don't even come.

Humans are paradoxes. I am a paradox.

CROAKYTOAD FELL ILL! (^-^")'\

Well, Yes. I really am sick.

And I have got loads and loads of whining and complaining to do!

Ever since I have fell sick yesterday, with a sudden increase in my temperature of 38.9 degrees.

Mom had became an instant big bad meanie :(

I wasn't allowed to take any rice, meat, noodles, in fact anything inside the fridge except bread, butter and water.

It was until I went to the doctor's, got my medicine that mom bought me one freak tiny sugar butter roll so that I can at least take my "after food" medicine.

( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ SUGAR ROLL FTW!

Doctor said it's looks like I have gotten another virus infection. Might have been due to the Kbox outing, got too happy over able to sing, forgotten to get the mic condom from the staff.

But don't worry people, my fever had now subsided.

Though I am still popping in large amounts of medicine and sleeping like some pigs <(^(00)^)>

*Panadols really are some kind of 仙丹for treating fever*

But that's alright, as long I get well in two days time, and have a healthy me when I fly to Bangkok. Pray for me aye!

PS: If Auntie Apple Head Lychee is reading this.

IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT, DON'T FREAKING DARE FEEL GUILTY, ALRIGHT?

PS: I really got to go, feeling a little dizzy now. Going back to bed and for another round of sleep.

Don't miss me alright! :DDDDDDD

A midnight delivery :D

It's 1 a.m in the morning, and I am not sleeping just yet, waiting for the opportunity to take a good bath. But only to find my maid taking a freaking long time to take her shower. FML.

I don't know is it me, or am I getting really lazy,

I am starting to not handup my RJ according to the deadlines, which is not a good thing.

I should really try to kick this new habit that I have got to learn recently and revert back to the old me.

Looking forward to the short getaway coming in 4/5 days. *Screw my math*

May god bless everything to be smooth, and pray that I don't fall sick again. *touch wood*

PS: I should really start packing my stuff, because currently, I am just chunking everything into the luggage as though a kid is planning to run away from home for good.

Okay, maybe not that bad, since my luggage is relatively small as compared to my parents.

But it really looks like the subway sandwich I ate today... Somehow. *Okay, thinking too much.*

Okay, I think I really need to go, before Dad comes to chase me to bed again. After all, it is now 1.23 now, and I have class like in 7 hours time, leaving me with only 4 hours plus to sleep and my batteries are dying in 5 mins!

Super sad case :(

Nerds have moodswings too.

HELLO PEOPLE :D

I am currently very sadly, in chemistry class now.

With a Chemistry UT later.

And very sadly, I am in no mood at all to study and have more mood to fall asleep rather than revise or listen to any team's presentation.

Some sort of panic to run through me now, rather than to feel that I have been run over a firetruck when I am doing the paper and regretting for all the dumb things that I have done in that period.

Seriously can't believed that I did not have the discipline to wake up and study like when I was studying for biology. Hope God bless me that I would be able to maintain my grade. I have to much disappointments already. I think I have had enough.

Saying that, I better force myself to study some.

Jiayou bah, Shermaine.

Jiayou bah. That's the only thing I can tell you right now.

Some updates :D \(^ w ^)/

So like my previous post has mentioned!

CroakyToad finally got to changed her boring skin of to something she's satisfied about :D

Sorta regretting that I have not done this earlier and almost had the thought to give up blogging and just live life just macroblogging on facebook and twitter.

Since I am now super super active on both sides.

Due to Reason #1 :)

JESS TEONG

Something happened somewhere, in between and somehow.

I am able to talk to her now on facebook as if she's my mom, my friend and also someone I used to stalk :)

:DDDDDDDDDDDD

Reason #2:

W15L TWITTER BUDDIES :D

They are the reason why, my twitter suddenly became so active, and sometimes so annoying.

Hopes this last even after the semester, because it has been kinda fun :)

Kays, gonna stop, I think lappie need some rest. Update soon again :)

For the sake of remembering the times :)

CHANGE OF BLOGSKIN :D \(^ w ^)/

YEAH :D

Finally got to change my skin :) At least, one that I think I am currently very satisfied about. Hope it last. Somehow.

*Because that's the reason why I don't update even though I can be online like 24/7*