谢谢浪费了我的真心，时间和力气。
谢谢你把我当猴子耍，把真心当狗费。
谢谢你让我不理智的关心你而生气你，朋友这回事就是没理智的嘛。

不过，最谢谢你让我理智起来，让我看清了你。

我在你心中是什么地位，我心知肚明。　

感谢了。

感谢世界上还有真正关心我，在乎我的人。
感谢这天下还是有真的用心对待的人，幸好，我还有这一份傻福去享受，去拥有。
感谢你让我上了生活一堂很重要的课。

对于你，实在没有什么好说的了。你对我的好我会铭记，可是你所做的坏，我无法原谅。就只因为我对事不对人。

你伤的我太深。别指望我了解，别指望我体会。
如果连最基本的尊重都没了，哪来的朋友可言。

朋友是用心交的，不是用脑去交的，孩子。

A not so well prepared surprise.

To a person whose birthday fall on this very day :) 

We know this is one of your favourite songs :D 

Cheap thrills of the day. :)

HEH. Finally got a day off work due to school, that kind of happiness is describable by no amount of words. :3  Mark my words. I am a spoilt brat you know.

Today can be said one of the best/ relaxing days I had during my holidays mentally.  Basically did nothing much at all, just walked around buying food, lazing around, drinking, eating, drinking, drinking, eating, go home. HAHA!!

If branding is nothing to you, you have got to try this shit.
Nicer than koi in my opinion!!
Not gong cha though, gong cha is another league altogether. Hehe. 

Muji drink, never fails to make me feel healthy, LOL.
Just joking, but never fails to give me this refreshing feel. 

(Y) Shiok, shiok mee sua~
MEATBALLS :D 

Well, I am a foodie destresser, what to do? :P 

*There goes my diet :3* 

It's kinda nice though that a trip to trying out earpiece and getting ipod cases turned to food trying and crap buying. Since I have decided to stick to klipsch, nothing beats it in my opinion so far, we will see how. :D

HEHE, $$$$ saving plan!! :) I feel richer already~ LAHLAHLAH. 

垃圾感想。

不知不觉，就像林俊杰说的："很久没有看见歌米的，他们一个，一个的也慢慢长大了，很多都改变了很多。”

慢慢的，我也长大了。不知不觉也支持了他有最少五年了。

可能是长大了，思想变了。 虽然他还是很帅，歌声很动听得会让我感动。可是这次的感觉就是不一样。

反倒觉得他很可怜，没有一般人可以拥有的自由，不能像一般人谈一场普普通通的恋爱。
说是有很多想我和你这样发明星梦的小孩，想他一样有自己的舞台，表达自己给全世界。其实，又是我倒觉的如果他能倒回时间，他也很想和我们一样，有着很普通的自由，能恋爱的自由。能正常和父母吃简单的午餐，能在没有压力之下谈谈一场恋爱，总而言之，就想做什么就做什么。

人生短暂，能有自己的舞台，可是没有能恋爱的自由，那又有多好呢？

他也是人，也会像我和你一样拥有一样的渴望，欲望。

我。只能以一种很矛盾的角度去看待这些。 因为，我不否认我有发明星梦。

Adapting.

I seriously am a geeky cave woman that know nuts about the world. All I know is my music, my drama and rotting at home all day long.

Spoilt brat much.

Takes me great effort to let me adapt and get into the mood of things. Just like work. It took me great effort to get into the hang of things.

Changed me to another location. A totally "new" place, a new style, I get all lost and blur.

Even had to call a friend up to ask for directions. How geek/ no life can I get, being a 19 years old singaporean getting lost in singapore... Utterly hopeless.

Ahh, but learning is all part of life. At the very least I am already learning now to a better tomorrow.

Goodnight. Tomorrow would be a long day for me. Better catch some sleep now.

虎头蛇尾

Best word to describe my day.

To be honest, my day did begin in a good way, with good combo-ing sales and good customers giving me a chance to really wanted to smile to every customer that was coming my way.

But somehow, the day just got worst in one way or another. It begin with the first one that I really, didn't make it into the competition. Not that I didn't expect that, in fact, I have never passed any auditions in my life, I was like that bad. I know. No matter how many people out there told me I was good. I never really take it in heart, though some made me happy. But it was never a true believe when they said it.

C'mon, I knew where I was. 自己有几两重，自己难道不知道吗？

But it was just this part of my ego that really wanted to prove to my dad. I was good. I will make it through with what I love to do and one day, be good and worth his opinion in what I love to do. But then again, who am I to judge? He was right again. Again and again. Maybe I really am not made for singing, God is just making a joke out of me. Making me fall in love with all the things I am not good at. Making me fall in love with the things I am not supposed to do. But what can I do then?

Then again, ever since, it's like I am not myself anymore. Sales started to slow down, no. It stopped. Can't seemed to get any customers, or at least, I didn't get enough to help me hit the basic requirement from boss. Once again, making me feel worthless.

Plus the combo of breaking that plastic display box when trying to put in place a camera that had toppled, I really felt I was most worthless jerk.

T.T that's what happen to me in the end. Worthless crybaby.

Start of my slacking life :)

Well. Maybe not in that sense.
I finally got my well deserved holiday. The holidays have been awesomely great. Class outing. Chalets. Outings.

Endless fun is all that meets the eye!! :D

But then again. It's not that slacking as it seems to be since I will be working and there's FYP to worry about.

Ahhhhh.... Spoiler to all the fun.

Then again if without them. All the fun would be meaningless.

And yes. It is awesome to be an iPod touch user. All the ebooks I can read!! Even this very blog post you're reading is thanks gladly to this small device.