镜子之道。

在很多时候，人往往会投诉说为什么这个人会这样，这样，这样。

会那样，那样，那样。

不过，有没有回头想一想，看一看为什么会如此呢？

如果换成是自己，你会怎么做呢？

做的会比那个人还好吗？还是会和她做出相同的举止。

处理的方法有没有可能比她还要来得更糟糕。

我们人啊，就是太会抱怨了。有时，在抱怨的过程会忽略了很多。

伤害到的也可能很深，很深。

我常常把责任推在你身上，想一想难道我就没错吗？

可是，我该怎么去救，怎么去弥补？

"人生就想一片镜子，若要看见一个美丽的反映，自己也要对镜子先秀出灿烂的笑容。”

－张爵西

可是偏偏就是对你没有效。:／

PS: 不过，我还是相信只要真心对待，不管谁都会被打动。

人真的感觉的到谁是对谁好的。

I really thank the Gods and Angels up above that had sent you guys to me.

如果没有你们，我可能就没有那么大的福气了。

一份得来不易的友情。

希望越大，失望越大。越是强求，越是难实现。

可是，不可能的还是发生了。

真的是一份得来不易的友情。

:D

Life without maid, 3 days in a row.

Yeps, it has been three days in a row already, spoilt brat has learnt how to open her own door, wash her own clothes and pick after her own bed.

Life had been more busy, but not hectic yet I would say.

Maybe I haven't reached the stage where tired school day meets tons of unfinished housework.

But I just seriously think that doing household chores are really not as easy as they might seem to be.Mopping the floors of the entire house can already get me sweating like a pig.

Or maybe, I am really not as fit as my age seemingly should be.

Super unhealthy and unfit.

The food that I am eating is also kinda getting a little unhealthy.

Dinner for day1, Instant noodles directly from pot, cause lazy to wash my own plate.

Lunch for day2 (home alone, lazy to cook or go out) MacDelievery :)

Life is seemingly good this few days and I am still surviving despite of all the backaches and muscle cramps from house work. :/

Let's just hope that I adapt earlier than I should and can get over the fact that I am on my own for now. This is what I have to go through.

PS: I am typing this post in the midst of the Biochem meeting1 because our Faci simply is not talking and sitting there. Waiting for us to start while, we are waiting for her to start.

How contradicting.

Call for help! :O

Maid went home this morning.

Spoilt brat will have to learn to open my own door, buy my own food, mop my own floor and wash my own clothes.

May God bless me to survive this fifty days.

人生哲学。

越是要坦白的澄清所有的所有。

越是表现你心虚的一边。

Sometimes nothing is all you have to say.

The day it failed on me.

Remember the great new reliance I told you guys I had?

The beautiful white tours I now bring everywhere I go?

It broked :(

Seriously cannot believed that this happened to me. Like seriously?Pffttttt.

*Forever alone face*

Guess I have to push back that review that I wanted to do till my replacements come. :/

#Livewithit

First post as a 19 years old kid.

So is there any differences? :P

Still that same old bushy hair, thick long moppy fringe and those super annoying fats at my cheeks. BOOOOOOOO!

Be it 18 or 19. I am still me.

The only difference's maybe my telomere might be just 1mm shorter as I am closing to my death :P *touch wood*So much for my cold and self cursing jokes, my 19th birthday had been awesome.

Awesome the word itself is not enough to contain how I feel.

It's really one of the best birthdays I have had in a long time.

It's surprise after surprise, after surprise.

First up a cake from my beloved friends; Liting~

Which supposedly was something I had to live with because my present was not ready and would only reach in 9 days because of a shipment delay. LIVE WITH IT :/

I really thought they were serious.

But I was freaking wrong :O

Those sweet guys came up to my class when I was at my most busy and frustrated moments.

I swear I didn't see them until my classmates tapped on me. :X

and gave me an enveloped that was glued like the glue in the whole world was free,

and a suspicious pink box that look like this.

Please agree with me that it really looks like a box that people put girly dresses inside.

But thankfully it's not :)

It's a beautiful panasonic headphone that I wanted~

It's beautiful right?

*Please say yes, or else I am kill you with my eyes :)*

*Would consider to do a review if I have the time :) The sound is simply awesome.*

Then my classmates sang like a birthday song for me when I came back~

Awww, thank you :)

Then Shermin came up at the end of the day to pass me this,

and this :)

Thanks, I love it. It's not about how much the things costed in total,

it's the thoughts that really mattered.

Family even bought me an awesome cake :)

Loved how my mom asked the person to write my name on the cake :)

All in all, I really had the most awesome birthday this year, feeling so blessed to have friends and family caring for me, and taking that extra mile to grant my wish or to send me gifts and blessings to make me smile.

I thank all the people for all the gifts, messages, texts, hugs and calls.

I appreciate them each very much. Thank you. :)

PS: I have had so much cake, I think I have grown some pounds :(

Last post as a 18-year old.

Yeps, as the title says.
But before you start be warned that it's damn long, if you have no interest in knowing how a nobody passed the 18th year of her life, stop reading. NOW.

But sadly if you want, for the 18 years, going 19 years of my life. Life have been normal.

Not very exciting. But happy, that's for sure, although there are up and down, but somehow the downs are those things that made me who I am now and the happy is what that made my life more colourful.

For me, my 18th year of my life had been interesting.

I adapted from the reliant secondary school kid, into a more independent kid that I have to be.

*Looks like a super failed makeover picture :P, but you get the point*

Know how to talk better, present better, prepare better. Know how to interact with people of different personalities better, learnt that the world isn't all really pure and that not all people are as innocent and as loving as they might seemed to be.

Most of all, I learnt something called responsibility, take blames, take things on my stride even though it is suckish, don't skip school and all those shit that I used to do when I am secondary school. But at the same time I also learnt to do a lot of things that I will never did in the past.

So much for being ignorant. :/

But to be on the more cheerful side, in this year,

I have got to know a lot more awesome friends proving that people in poly aren't all fake. There are still those that care, those who be friend with you because of who you are not, what you might seem to be.

Even if you don't really even physically know them. :P

Also, to me, during the 18th year of my life, I have also turned into a more choosy me.

Seriously as much as I hate to say it, but I think this year would have to be the year that I have bought the most number of audio accessories than I ever would in my entire life already.

And in this process of trying to find the best replacement for my pairs of sony headphones, I have become pampered and spoilt for choices. From the normal 30$+ headphones I used in the past, it has now improved itself to 70$+ and I never think I would go back to the stage where my earpieces all cost about less than 20$ - 30$.

I should also really stop buying them already.

Just look at the pairs I own now and this is not all, in the process, some died on me, some I gave it away, some got lost. Oh well :/

Well. What to do. Some things are not refundable once you get them. :/

The 18th year of my life, going to be soon gone. Like evapourated milk and never coming back.

But no matter what, I have to give,

The 18th year of my life, a big (Y)

Contentment.

Just really felt like doing something I really preferred more before getting head on to my work.

There isn't really a real purpose behind this post because I am kinda lost with all this shit in life.

1 more day, to being a 19 year old kid.

Life still goes on. More to come.

PS: Really didn't regret owning this baby. Turned into one of the main accessories I use now.

Might do a review on it. Might. If the UT do not kill me.

I got my piece of media entertainment. (Y) #Awesomelikeshit

So I should get going to my work if I don't want to feel like I got ran over a firetruck.