An act of kindness.

Maybe it's the fact that I commute more on the train more during the holidays due to work or I'm just simply bored when I'm on the way to work, totally late and in no mood to watch or play any games on my iPod.

I find myself more attentive to the ads on these platforms more often now.

Recently one that got me thinking was the one regarding the act of kindness.

I never really took it into heart even though the emphasis of the ad was to highlight that acts of kindness could be done in seconds in our busy schedules and busy was not an issue. But you know being in a society like Singapore who gives a shit. I mean seriously. I don't think half of the population even appreciates what you are doing. More over making Singapore a better place just by these act of kindness that many take for granted.

Affirmative from experiences. *nods*

But having to experience it myself. Acts of kindness do make a difference. You might just meet some one who will appreciate your efforts. Like me.

A accidental topple of my long awaited fries sure spoilt my day.

But an act by the manager to replace my fries sure made my day a whole lot better. Appreciating the fact that the manager didn't have to do it as it is none of macs fault that my fries got toppled on the floor.

I am deeply touched.

Suddenly motivated that I should be gracious in my own way or another.

更新。

其实，今天也没有什么想要更新什么有趣的新梗。
不过，望一望，想一想，心里就觉得好像很久更新了的感觉，就变的特别想更新。　

最近也没算在忙着什么，就在打工着吧。
也算很以前不一样吧，打工也算一种时间上的寄托吧。
比闲着没事做好的多。至少，我每天还算过的充实。

人，虽然忙的时候嘴巴总是会唠叨，可是，我开始觉得，至少忙是比闲着好很多。

不知不觉，最近有开始查觉到自己好像又变了很多似的。

开始有了很多感想，很多以前没想过的。

就像朋友这回事，工作这回事，人氏关系这回事。

可能是成长了，思想又变了，我真的觉的，我自己都不认识在改变着的自己。

变化，有事真的很恐怖。



变化，就像一个可怕的旋风，一来的时候，一瞬间就可以把真实的那个你一起圈走。

忙碌。

好几天美动电脑了吧？此刻打字的感觉好像也生疏了。
我真的是夸张王说夸张话。LOL.

只能说，表面上我一直渴望的假期也没有多么的完美。
坦白说，这几天看来，我忙的和上学没什么两样。
好像还似乎觉得上学时，可能因为有上课当借口，好像还没现在那么忙。

明明是假期，概嘛搞的的脚像是踩了一白棵柠檬似的，酸！！！

妈妈一看我闲着就叫我做东做西的。
老板一看我暑假来了就排了一堆的工作。

跑来跑去，忙来忙去，为了什么呀？ 真是无聊。

累，有谁不累，为了钱，只能说，没办法~

好了呗~ 茶喝完了，宵夜也吃完了，眼睛越来越重，就让我在此搁笔，睡觉咯~　

明天又新的一个重复天～

Seriously, fuck it.

I seriously hate fucking selfish people.
I hate it when they are fucking selfish that they make innocent people be on the light like they are the one at fault. Seriously fuck it. I don't get your drift. Just forget it.

Once a friend said, you will never feel tired with a friend or kin. But really, going to this extend?

Just ask your fucking self. Am I getting anything out of this. Who is getting the freaking benefit after tommorrow. So don't freaking blame me like it's my freaking problematic fault because it isn't. Stop making me feel I am the one at fault.

Fuck this shit.

迷失。

一直以来，已经知道自己不是一个很会唱歌的人。

可是，也在朋友的认可，鼓励里，也开始不在否认这自己有些皮毛。

觉得，自己是会唱歌的。

听了自己以前的歌声，真的觉得自己是个大音痴。

也因为这样，记得了这些年一路走来，努力要把个唱好的经历。

想着，这一路，只有三个字。不简单。

什么都是自己慢慢的摸，慢慢的学。

可是人有几年呀？

渐渐的，把自己看成了个歌者的我，也找不到推动力了。

尤其看了中国好声音后，真的没力了。

努力了那么久也不就这样，没多好的样。

没有高亢的嗓子，没有熟练的技巧，没有个人的特色。什么也没有。

多不想放弃，一心想证明给那些贬低我的人，完成我的梦。

梦，梦都说是梦了。

没料儿，就是没料吧。

就像你说的，普通。Normal. 

咳。

只能说，每个歌者背后都有故事。