Happy change.

Most of you would have already know through my Instagram that I have once again started dieting and the whole "I want to lose weight" shit. ✌

Yes, but to be honest, it wasn't as intense as the one I got the previous time round. Yes, I'm working out more intensely as compared to the last time, but food-wise. I'm still taking my carbs and my all so delicious food. ☺ 

The weight loss might not have been as quickly and as obvious as the previous time, but I'm enjoying the process from this time round so much better than previously. At the very least, I'm healthier than I'm previously (with a happier belly too, hence lowering the chances of a redraw all and to top it all up. I'm losing weight!! YAY!) 

YAY TO CHANGES!! 

(That's a first. :p) 

Disappointment.

It has been long since I have written a post, always had the intention to write a post, but never had took the effort to sit down and got it down into words.

BUT, very sadly, instead of some marvelous news to share. I am back to rant. :)
Yup, happy ranting good old time.

The main agenda of today's rant is no different from the other times; being fat.
I seriously don't get the part about being fat. I mean seriously.

I don't understand the part why fatter/chubbier people are always the ones being labelled, laughed at or poked for. I don't understand why fat people are always the first ones to get judged and get reactions from people around that they shouldn't exist on Earth.

Mind you fit and lean asses out there, like you fat people are humans too, like you, they are dreams, they have minds, they have hearts that give them something that every humans have; feelings.

I get the point of perspective that likewise, me too, despise of really, really morbidly obsessed people since even from my point of view, it really took some effort of letting go to get there and therefore, maybe skinny people like you and the other majority out there feel likewise about us fat people.

Well, understandable, since living till this age of my life, what amount of nasty fat comments I haven't heard before.

OH, RIGHT. NASTY COMMENTS FROM FRIENDS.

It might have been a mindless comment, like the many other bullies have said to me when I couldn't take it anymore and took things to the discipline master.

Even though we aren't close, I always thought and took you as a friend, honestly. Deep down.
Well then again, maybe these are just all my personal feelings. The word THOUGHT says it all.  Honestly, maybe it is because of this, I am really offended with what you have said, be it what or who the status was for.

There's a thousand evil things I would have done to you right now, but then again, what for, my friend?

Maybe my choice to let it go because you're my friend might make me regret it in the future, but then again what do I gain from... 

Friend, friend, friend. I am really disappointed in what you did. Do you even know?

No, should I say, do you even care?

 — feeling disappointed